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primary school memory

2012-01-13T11:02:00.000+08:00

hmm naik setingkat lagi... so it's time for my formal education.. so my first school was sek keb sri samporna punggor... i was 6 year old at that time.. after almost a week at tadika, my father decided to sent me to standard one... y? not because i m so brilliant but because everyday after school i will playing at skssp and sometimes kacau my father...(hehehe actually everyday i will kacau him)... at that time my father was a music teacher.. i still remember that i stood at the corridor and laughed at my father's students who had to blow pencil with correct hand movement when they forget to bring their recorder.... so when the headmaster saw me had no other work then kacau the entire school so he asked my father to register me to standard one... so i started my standard one early... i cant remember my class teacher's name... she is a petite lady with a spectacles... she quite strict but she's nice... the entire school call me adik... so eventhough i wrote my full name on the excercise book or paper, my class teacher will call me adik..(so basically i dont really used my real name even until i was 6 hahaha)... i had two close frens... first is siti fairuz and another one is jamaliiah.... they were very nice actually... they helped me in class as i join class late,,,, they help me with ABC and math until i cAN read and count... even better than some of my class mate... i m not tht brilliant ok but i think i m not tt stupid hahahah... i got number below 10 for two semester studied there...oh just wanna share with u bout a boy...(as u usual i suck with names).... this boy is unique... he kinda sotong type of boy... hahaha but he is not sotong for nothing k... he can sumbat his body into a small drawer... and close it... it is so amazing honestly.... but he's not performing well in his study... this boy sat next to me in the class. one day our math teacher asked him something like 20 - 5... he was so hopeless when he started using his fingers, ears, nose..(all organ) just to count MORE than 20... (i dont know what he was doing actually instead of answering the question he was counting his organ hahaha)... my frens and i were so mean and we strted to giggle and giggle... so pity him he couldnt answer that question.. so... diri sepanjang session ... hahaha........... i studied there only for a year... it was because they refused to let me go to standard two eventhough i pass my second semester exam with flying colours and perform better than more than half of the class.... therefore my father transfered me to other school where i repeat my standard one again..whatever it is.. i was grateful to have a chance to have beautiful memories throughout my studying there....

memory of kindergarden

2012-01-11T17:25:00.017+08:00

yesterday on the way to work, passed by a few schools.... hmmm school has begun isn't it.the feeling when driving during school break and school day is totally different.Difficult for me to describe it especially when i pass by sek keb sri sampurna punggor where my formal education began.... when i was six, after my father came back from performing haj, at last he registered me in the kindergarden which exactly in front of that school..this kindergarden is look like a rumah kampung... so u can imagine rumah kayu with tangga (i'm not sure whether it has changed to tangga batu that time).. in the class we dont have the small chair and table tt the kindergarden nowadays used... we used wooden branch and long table ... and there was a teacher table which basically a dining table.. in the first week, i refused to sit on the branch with other kid... i sat with teachers.... actually i think when i was small i dont have friend not like other child, so mostly i just follow my sister and my neighbour playing....... so as i refused to join my other fren, the tadika cikgu gave me a bundle of excercise papers so tt i can colour or scrabble it... u know what i wrote at the column name? heheh UCU.. tt it... that the only thing i can spell...(i think i dont know my full name actually). u know what made me joint my other fren on the floor... yup a naughty girl smack my butt one day after one week schooling.... haha a weird way to strart friendship right... but the next day i decided to sit next to her and my teacher got so impressed... still remember when she said ..." oh.. nak duduk ngn kawan yer.."so she is my first fren ever... her name? AWAK... hahaha... but the friendship not last longer... y? because a few days later i started my formal education.... hehhehehe.... so my kindergarden's memory are short... only a few days....oh ya forgot to tell u guys... the kindergarden is famous with it's ghost story... even the teacher will tell the kids that previously the kindergarden used to be war area so a lot of people died there and was buried there.... so tt day after my teacher told us bout the story for the first time since i strted schooling, i refused to go back and the teacher has to baby sit me until my father came over to pick me up....haha.... serve them right.... haha....

2012-01-04T18:58:00.000+08:00

hmmm only a few days more before i leave surgical... lepas ni will join A&E.... hmmm berdebar2.... A&E team shouldnt make mistake as we are the front liner... so very nervous thinking of it.... especially when recently a lot of mobility and mortality happen in my ward due to their inadequate management of their team.... that even make me nervous... and ultimately we find out mostly these cases were handle by a same houseman.... OMG plss i hope that i'll nvr made such mistake....a few days ago a lady was admitted to my ward for alleged scalded by hot water... so while clerking i got a few hisstory from this lady... she has epilepsy and HTN... and preceded the incident actually while holding the pot of hot mee rebus she had headache cold sweat and tt the reason how the pot felt... never mind maybe they will miss this history... then i noticed that her BP was 200+/100+ at A&E... no anti hypertensive was given.. only observed even after third reading.... fine ... people makes mistake.... then the unforgivable mistake he made was no GM reading for this lady evnthough she denied has DM but at the age of more 40 year old capillary GM is a good screening... guess what ... the reading was HI.... marvellous isnt it.... then form the medication book documented this lady has DM, HTN, epilpsy and IHD... defaulted since 2 years.... so after stabilisation i refer this lady to dr Boo... medical MO oncall... luckily got all the investigation result so the referral not difficult....(not like our queen of anaest referral.... bapak susah,...) ok fine.... so lets meke this story a good lesson for everyone.... it is very difficult to b a good doctor.... but never fail to try to be one.....
k lah i have ON shift... so full right now.....

happy new year

2012-01-01T07:23:00.000+08:00

happy new year sweethearts...... add one more number to my age... think positive huzaifah.... u will become more n more mature... and more intelligent... independent.... as a conclusion to a better person than before..... INSYA ALLAH..... last year kept lot of memories... happiness and sadness... and also betrayed.... but that what we call life..... it is full of mystery... unable to predict the future..... however i think on the top of the list the sadness goes to lost of my beloved family member.. my grandmother who is curently INSYA ALLAH in heaven.... then came the betrayed by our family member who always make me istighfar and pray to god that i will not turn to a murderer and kill her if one day i lost my patience..... last year also change my status from a relationship to single... haha... pity him... sorry dear.. if u have gone through everything like me.. the experience, the life in this 26 years u will understand why i act like this... very defensive and have difficulty in trust other..... i hope one day i will fine my soul mate and live happily ever after ....(sound like enchanted especially when the song keep on playing in my brain right now).... what ever it is i hope that next year gonna be a good year... no lost no betrayal... only happiness. INSYA ALLAH...

MO ship

2011-12-19T07:31:00.000+08:00

k M Oship istilah yg tak wujud kot... housemanship adlah... MO tak naik ship naik flight jer... L award for huzaifah early in the morning..... there is new circular tt all houseman must transfer to other hospital for MO... if u don't apply they will sent u to a place tt u never been imagined.... hehehehe... so for those who married this is the time to applied to be together to their husband... and for those who stay far from their famly.. time to go back... hmm and for me... time to gain new knowledge... lalallala..... so in the past few weeks my brain start working what is my interest? surgical base or medical base or rahab or even onco.... hmmm everyday neveer missed a day i will thiink this problem... i think of joining surgery as currently i in surgical posting... but throughout my posting i started to lost interest in it.... i dont think i can be so gentle especially in handling the bowel... pleura and internal organ... hmmm... the good thing bout surgical is tt i learn anatomy hehe... in my school time we dont have disect so mostly we learn from model and atlas... so now hands on experience but in surgical posting learn alot... thanks to them.... then i think of joining oncology... this one still in consederation... challenge my brain to memorized... the best posting ever is always orthopaedic.... hehe... always my sweetheart.... so now in my shortlist is orthopaaedic and oncology..... need to isthikharat for these....

first event

2011-11-11T22:37:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah the akad event went smoothly as planned.... and officially my sister a wife to a man named mohamad adha... congrates sis.... while me? heheheh blogging in my air cond room... wonderful life....
as i told u this is the first event that held in our newly renovate house whereby our living room is smaller than before due to ina's room... so only limited person can occupied that small area and we cramp there... luckily the sharing bathroom between these two rooms really help a lot eventhough it make my mom's room hotter than before...(encik penjual air cond... ur air cond is suck.... plss fix my mom's air cond for free tq....).... i think my father did very good job during akad... just terpeliut sikit tongue when he ssaid rm30...(as before mahar is 22.50..naik a few ringgit je cis...) but afterall this event is awesome....
the food is also tremendously delicious.... thanks to along and abang long who very patient to grill 20 chickens... and thanks to mak yah and cikgu mas who cook a delicious gravy for the chicken.... and also asam pedas ikan merah....(rrreally delicious...) sambal hati mak yah also sedap... (adoi apasal aku lak mengthanks utk akak aku... doi...)
what ever pun... welcome to mohd adha to our complicated disaster family....
lets help other to kemas rumah... tomorrow has another event to go....
adios asta la vista

my 4th sister wedding

2011-11-11T08:56:00.000+08:00

11/11/11 yup a very beautiful date indeed....
a day that was chosen by my father for my sister wedding
(my father overwhelm with date thinging compared my blur sister)
since a few days back we started the preparation for the day
everything we did as best as we could.....
actually the real preparation started since a few months back
thanks to my enthu and loving parents who sacrifice lots of thing
eventhough they are not very well but they try their best to make sure that the event will goes smoothly...Insya ALLAH....
so today event will be the akAD nikah and followed with bersanding tomrrow... and the day after tomorrow is the bertandang event (which i unable to join as i have night shift....)
so currently my sibling are so busy arranging the furniture so that we have enough space for the guess and the dais also... (thanks to my parents who make our living room smaller as they decided to build a room 1/3 for the living room...m i try to be sarcastic here...neet no idea)
so it gonna be first event held in our house after build of the room... it will be so pack i'm sure of it....
(can i say that that i miss our old living room... neet)
hahahh so what m i doing in the room writing this blog... sorry sis i'm not in the mood mengemas or in the mood of helping/......(huzaifah tolong jd budak rajin)
hmmm better i help them now or i will be a dead meat.... hhaahah adios...

( this is actually the first 95% english post since i graduted from IMU...... conclusion... i need to brush up back my english.... cracking my head to find a suitable word or even simple word really killing me.... huzaifah read read and read plzzz)

last cuti

2011-11-07T13:01:00.003+08:00

laast cuti sblum kerja kerja and kerja esok...
berdebar2 nk kerja esok
agak2nya hr ni ada sapa2 yg handle chemo x
ada sapa2 yg dh contact patient and sent fit list...
berdebar lagi....
hehehe.....
hmmm cepat ler esok sy nk tgk per lg yg belum siap
hmmm esok dah kena taip ot list for nxt week....
eventhough khamis br nak print out tp suka buat awal2... nnti ubah sana sini sikit
berdebar.... hmmm esok blh kerja x... dh 3 hr cuti
berdebar lg.....
berdebar takut esok emotional and emotional... huzaifah plzz be ur previous personality.... dont stress out... hehehhehehe
berdebar berdebar berdebar

nangka busuk di hari raya

2011-11-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

tittle kinda controversy.... actually this afternoon aku guling2 in my room bersama labtop and air cond yg sepoi2 bahasa... then my two nephews dtg bawak bunga kuning... (bunga telur kot aku rasa)... acu acu ni untuk acu..haha so adorable arent they.... siap ambil pic bunga tu so tt i can upload in my fb.. haha... so what the relation between the flower and this post....?
nak dijadikan citer my father called me for lunch... udang goreng for lunch today... eventhough aku x der ler terasa nak mkn sgt but as my father siap terpacak dpn bilik panggil aku suruh makan so aku pun gi dapur... ambil pinggan putih arcopal and ratah ler udang goreng and sayur lodeh for lunch... siap mkn angkat pinggan and menghala ke dapur masak.... tiba2... berdebuk... prang prang.... hahaha yup aku jatuh berdebuk kat dapur and pinggan arcopal mak aku terlepas dr tgn n berkecai di lantai...(sorry mak arcopal tu dh lebih 30 thn tt y dia pecah)... seriously aku tak perasan lak lantai tu ada air.... cis ni semua angkara dua toyol kecik tu yg main air.... patut ler awal2 lg dah bg aku bunga kuning... agaknya diorg dah ramal diorg bakal menangka busukkan aku di dapur....
tp ibu2 yer pun satu dah nampak anak2 main air lap ler... nasib baik aku yg jatuh kalau mak aku ker ayah aku ker kan parah.. cis nasib baik yg kt rumah tu kakak2 n abg ipar aku... kalau ada mamat hensem ker kan hilang keayuan aku yg berbaju kurung ni... hahaha...
to toyol berdua... acu maafkan this time sbb korg dah bg acu bunga kuning tu awal2... nxt time habis ler korang acu belasah...
zasss..... zass.... biar lebam buntut kamu...

selamat berpuasa

2011-11-06T12:38:00.000+08:00

lama dah aku tak menceceh dalam my blog... honestly i'm little bit buzy as blogging need more time than facebook.....
so basically selamat berpuasa kepada semua umat islam seantero dunia....
this gonna b our first year berpuasa tanpa kehadiran insan bernama Atuk.... AL fatihah buat Allahyarhamah asiah binti sariff yang telah kembali ke rahmatullah....
dalam hampir sebulan tanpa kehadiran beliau dalam rumah ini memang terasa lain giler...
dah jadi routine hidup kitorang setiap kali makan outside food we will discuss what food we should buy for atuk.. so everytime makan kat luar mesti terdetik dlm hati nak belikan apa untuk atuk.... then br aku tersedar yang atuk dah tak der lagi....
one fine day masa aku sahur ngan my parents tiba2 mak ckp ikan beliak mata ni banyak sangat duri (tulang)... di hatiku terdetik... tu ikan kesukaan atuk... then again aku kena ingatkan kat diri atuk dah tak der....
in this one month bilik atuk memang dipasang lampu....
then almost every night aku akan masuk bilik tu untuk tgk atuk...(routine aku time2 atuk nazak......)
other day lak called ayah tanya buka apa... so the answer was ketupat... then again terfikir atuk mesti suka ada ketupat....

(actually this post dlm draft blog aku tp aku tak berjaya nak send or habiskan post ni.... so ngh update ternampak benda ni... hmmm publish jer biarlah hanging tanpa ending....)

annual update

2011-11-06T12:33:00.001+08:00

hi guys... seriously mmg annual update dah blog aku ni.... hmm hopefully i will be more hardworking to update this blog... berhabuk sudah... throughout this one year a lot of think happened in my life... contohnya in july 2011 our beloved grandmother passed away.... meninggalkan kami buat selama lamanya.... semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.... memang terasa kehilangan as she stayed with us since i was born... so first raya and puasa without her with us is totally sad and tragic... everyone tend not to talk bout it... especially my mom who tried to look tough but ultimately burst into cry during visit to her first sister mak long... and today is our first hari raya aidiladha... so far takder ok kot.... puasa aku update tp hr ni br aku nak publish hahaha....
status in relationship? mula2 in relationship then as usual clash less than 1 year... tp ni plg lama.... hahaha.... y? hahaha mcm biasa sebb aku tak boleh nak percaya kat org... hmmm penngalaman hidup aku buat aku jd mcm ni... semoga satu hari nnti aku akan bertemu ngn org yg blh aku percaya.... so biarlah lets bygone be bygone....
kerjaya.... dah fifth posting... sgt stress out... always emotional.... worry tt one day i will lost myself... lost my passion toward my job... seriously i delvelop love towards my carrier... hahaha.... emotional sbb junior staff nurse yg kurang ajar yang panggil dr dgn nama saja... n they also argue dgn apa saja... hello tt make me become more rude and rude... neet.... dont wanna talk more.....
k lah tu lah yg berlaku sekarang... i hope that i can finish my housemanship then fly to macca.... omg really miss macca... so yup fighty...

miss my blog

2010-10-02T20:11:00.000+08:00

serius macam dah berkurun gila aku x update my blog.... gosh sejak masuk medical ni mmg tahap nak pengsan everytime habis kerja... the work load is super duper dummy.... bapak macam never ending story... penat2 mak and ayah aku menggemukkan aku masa raya hari akhirnya berat aku susut juga... current weight 53kg which is ideal weight.... aku rasa last aku berat ni masa aku kat ukm dulu kot... tu pun back and fro jalan kaki everyday dr hostel in front of taman tasik titiwangsa to campus kat ukmkl depan chow kit road tu... belum masuk setiap petang lari keliling tasik titiwangsa tu... la ni tak payah2 nak excercise susut and susut and terus susut..... sejak masuk medical kuar kerja sebelum matahari terbit balik kerja time2 matahari terbenam.... aku kurang senang ngn situasi in the medical team.... firstly feel very awkward ngn most of the mo and hod semua chinese...( ortho semua malay)... then sistem first till forth call.... so basically eventhough korang oncall 12 kali tp kalo 6 drnya 4th on-call ko macam tak on-call laaa.... forth on-call boleh lepak2 kat rumah tunggu call if there is patient to be sent to any tertiary center...... hmm tp kalo weekend takder sangat istilah 1-4 call ni.... and seriusly in medical rasa macam semua benda dah tak jadi comman sense dah.... honestly aku telha mencederakan urethra orang on my 2nd on call... and pastu aku pun disoal siasat.... serve me right..... feel damn tired lg2 ulang alik dr rengit.... se thinking of stay kat rumah di bp.... tp memandangkan kancil aku kurang berfungsi dengan top function terpaksa ler aku ulang alik.... mayb by tuesday kereta dah ok aku stay bp je kot... kalo tak kul 5.30 aku dah kena siap2 so that by 6 aku dah bertolak.....
ooo recently pak itam aku baru jer involve in accident and was been admitted kat ward 8 due to intracranial bleed.... percya tak transenamic acid amazingly help this guy... after less than 5 days pak itam aku dah balik kat rumah and icb resolving... tp kesan dia masih ada lagi... a little bit restless.... to all my cousin... tabahkan hati kuatkan jiwa... insya Allah we can go through this obstacle....
and today two of my housemate got married tp aku tak dapat datang... takperlah next week aku dah plan dah ngn nabia untuk round2 kenduri kawen diorang.... insya Allah will meet u ther my fren....

haha what a small world

2010-07-19T13:21:00.000+08:00

yup what a small world.... anyone remember the post bout the incident when i ran upside down to save my life from a schizo woman? hahahah.... guest what... tt woman was admitted to ward 4 as she felt in her house and sustained close fracture supraconsdylar extending intercondylar fracture of left hand...and the hillarious part is... in 120 days in orthopaedic y she chose to be admitted on my first day posting in ward 4.... oh my goodness... she even shook hand with me this morning seemed like welcoming my nighmare bout her.... gosh... hahhaha.... but pity to this young lady...she entrapped in her own world.... poor insight and no relapse just give bad prognosis to her condition.... on top of those stupid things i have apresentation to prepare... yup for my ROTI... adoi.... roti n planta...

to my love aina shahrina

2010-06-18T19:15:00.001+08:00

hehe ayat tak tahan giler... so not everyone knows who is aina shahrina binti jahri... basically she is my first niece ever... newly born and had went through a lot of obstacles... when she was born doctor noted that her hypothyroidism screening done on her cord blood was positive.. as we were insisted to bring her back to rengit therefore the follow up was continued at hospital batu pahat... repeat thyroid test done and showed normal result... her journey was not done with that... meanwhile we noted her jaundice persist... (actually the first day of life we had noticed tht she had jaundice and was given phototherapy for a day before she was discharged).. so daily bilirubin monitoring was done at kk... so pity to her as everyday she had to be poked at least once... only after she was 9 day of life her bilirubin became normal.... then as selayang hospital didnt satisfied with her repeat thyroid function test therefore again she was taken to HBP to repeat the investigation and the result came out normal again.... and today after almost one and half month of life, i was told that she had murmur that incidently found during her visit to selayang hospital,... i have no idea wht type of murmur is it... but the fact is she is gonna be referred to IJN.... hopefully nothing so bizarre or dangerous going on....

one day leave

2010-05-22T07:26:00.000+08:00

one word to express it... yippie.... actually orthopaedic is really lengai with not so many things to do... however as this is my first posting@poster so still kekok and cant remember a lot of things... most of the time talking rubbish jer... y? becoz i totally cant remember how to work at orthopaedic department... hello huzaifah wake up... u know u cn do it baby... i think the feeling that i'm still new and blur worsen the situation.... i hope after a day break i can be more calm and fall in love again with orthopaedic... still remmber prof harwant singh , my 'godfather' hahaha... he is so good and encouraging... the bad thing about him was gave me question universal precaution which really didnt come cross my mind tt moment...end up with A-...(this is my best clinical exam result...shooo).....hahhaah (is it include in bad thing bout him... teet....).. currently try to browse ortho book so tt can recall certain knowledge tt i have regarding ortho and also read oxford for emergency management.... hope tt i can help people in need.... gonna back to rengit today early... wanna wash my cloth as rengit schedule for water supply is 10 p.m to 10 a,m..... so got to go now....

last day untuk berpoya....

2010-05-19T12:57:00.000+08:00

mana sangat ler berpoya2... takdernyer... tp today ler hari yang paling lengai kot... setelah the whole day settlekan semua hal yesterday and the day before... so mlm td mmg aku tahap terbongkang dog ler... kesian nabia yang online tp last2 huzaifah hussin online dlm mimpi... sorry nabia... so tomorrow will start my real life as houseman.... so petang ni nak balik rengit jap untuk ambil per yang patut... contohnya pen torch, cotton face and baju.... memandangkan rumah ni takder washing machine thinking of sending baju ke dobi tp tak sure lak ada masa tak nak gi kutip.... adoi..... so we wait and see my next update ttg kehidupan as houseman k... so pasni ada taklimat ttg x-ray and record.... yeah gi bilik record tempat aku selalu terjah dikala2 portfolio tak lengkap.... so pasni mulalah hectic life as doctor.... fyi since pindah aku tak dapat lagi masuk dapur... kunci dapur pun aku tak tahu kat mn... payah gak ler sbb aku ni mmg jenis yang kena masuk dapur... tengok ler petang ni mcm mn sbb nk tanya gak... senang nak cuci pinggan mangkuk and ambil air untuk masak.... mls nak buat kat sink tengah2 rumah.... hopefully aku blh buat sehabis baik ler masa houseman nnti.,.... huzaifah you can do it.... mata mula mengantuk tp malas nak tidur takut terlajak.... so mari kita kacau orang... mari

update

2010-05-18T18:02:00.000+08:00

sejak habis induksi aku tak update pun per yang berlaku kan... agak ler... quite bz... so dipendekkan citer, monday aku dah gi melapor diri di jabatan kesihatan negeri johor di wisma persekutuan... kitorg kuar agak lambat at 6.45 a.m. tp stuck kat jam sebab ada construction kitorang sampai 9.45 a.m. and happily to annouce that aku adalah orang terakhir yang report hari tu... hahaha... adoi.... then by 10.30 a.m semua settle kat JKN (eventhough diorang lupa nak inform kat aku untuk mendaftar KWSP...cis)... terus balik ke rengit... tung tang tung tang after lunch aku sampai batu pahat around 2.00 p.m... then from there kitorg report diri and isi a few foams untuk kegunaan pejabat... oh ni benda bangga nak inform orang2 yang dok kutuk batu pahat... fyi, currently sistem punch card bt phat tlh di upgrade.. sekarang thumbprint or use id number... ada ler secret number... tp preferable of coz our precious thumb print... so senang ler sikit pemindahan bakteria2 sedunia.. mmg excited ler kitorang yang jakun2 sedunia ni nak check in and out hahaha... tp compared to punch card benda alah ni memang tahap dewa ler advance heheh... cuma satu jer... kat situ ada 3 mesin thumb print... tp kat mana yang korng telah disetkan, kat situ je la korang punyer thumb print valid... bdk2 ni asyik buli aku jer sbb thumb aku kan bapak punya besar... shan min kutuk thumb aku so 'feminine' cis.... and marcus lak selalu doa tt aku yer thumb prind tak leh varified... cis cis cis ...
so today is our 1st day of orientation... the whole day kat patology lab... actually aku rasa benda2 ni memang berguna jugak... so next time aku boleh predict bila result investigation yang diambil kuar... so takder ler menunjukkan kebodohan dengan call them berjuta2 kali.... and diorang ajar ler reason2 y sample rosak... fyi jugak aku pernah rosakkan one thalassemia patient's sample... kesian dia kena cucuk lagi sekali... kerana terlalu excited nak shake botol tu... konon taknak coagulate last2 blood cell sekali lysis... tahniah huzaifah.... oh ya kekurangan sistem batu pahat dlm makmal adlah, mereka tak leh access result dari komputer tak macam seremban... sebab tu ler housemen ni selalu dok calling makmal to get the result.... result hanya boleh di acces from makmal sahaja.. kekurangan dari budget government.... hopefully once move to new building benda2 ni boleh diupgrade so senang sikit...
citer huru hara lunch time aku... firstly went to imu untuk tumpang print out surat kelepasan duduk di rumah sewa..( which aku lupa nak bawa ke spital masa petang session ... penat jer)... then had lunch kat afira ngn kwang how and shan min... then gi maybank dapatkan bank statement... after that aku gi kwsp nasib baik ler took less then 10 minit...tahniah kwsp very efficient... then gi beli setem kat post office and bergegas balik ke hospital untuk afternoon session....guess what last2 aku yang berlari2 macam orang mati ni yang sampai dulu kat hospital... hahahhaa.... (tp bdk2 mmmc semua dah sampai lagi awal)
so now aku memang penat sgt ngn muka yang berminyak2... tp sejak aku tukar simply siti ni memang muka aku tak der tumbuh jerawat baru... tp takder ler nak beli pencuci muka semua... cepat ler duit masuk saya mahu buat facial and membeli belah di dermalogica... hahahhaa

yeay mission accomplish....

2010-05-15T00:02:00.000+08:00

mission....? mcm gempaks yer? today is our last day of induksi and btn... yeay... akhirnya... and yang bestnyer kawan2 kitorg yang appeal tu semua dapat tukar .... i mean dina, farah and a few chinese... yang tak dapat tukar tu sorry la yer nothing i can do for u... after that we headed to jusco...diorang borong sakan novel2 samaada novel ilmiah or novel bunga2,,,, thanks to aziah yang menghadiahkan aku buku novel yang dok digembar-gemburkan oleh bdk2 ni... tp so far too tired to start read the book... mayb tomorrow.... after that we went for lunch kat kenny rodgers sambil planned for our first trip.... however we didnt manage to come up with a conclusion as we didnt have any idea how our life gonna b in two days time.... then before went back to johor dropped by at Husna house as farah wanna take her belongings... tp last2 farah stayed and i continued my journey to johor.... on my way home, singgah bandar bt pahat to make a little bit design changes kat spec br tu.... so dlm2 menunngu sempat grab lipstick simply siti... actually my original plan was to buy a maybelline lipstick however as the one that i wanna not in market anymore so teringin beli benda mahal tu... heheh actually tt was the third simply siti product that i bought today.... hahaha... at jusaco i bought the acne foundation+ moisturizer and loose powder which cost me RM90. so totally up i spend more than rm100 for those three items... really love the product so far especially the loose powder evnthoug at first macam bangang ketuk2 tak kuar powder,,,, tp lama2 dah tahu teknik... terror dah.... takder ler berhajat nak jd ctk mcm siti... but i hope the products would prevent from my acne worsen... so dah stop guna silky girl yang buat muka aku macam bulan mengambang penuh.... then around 10 p.m barulah balik rumah.... so dengan penat badan and kaki...(manual car,.....cis)... i really need rest... hehhehe.. nite

one more day to go

2010-05-13T19:08:00.000+08:00

yeay.... at last tinggal one more seminar to go and tomorrow i will go back to Johor... but only after i sit for the BTN exam.... try to focus and give full attention to all BTN seminar... dont wanna fail which can cause me to sit for the same exam again and again.... adoi... hidup mesti diteruskan bukan....
overall our induksi and btn is totally different from others... haha... korang lari pun no one knows... haha... but luckily nobody dare to run... and we really enjoy tea time and supper... suka all kuih muih yg diorg bagi... tp breakfast, lunch, dinner dengan makanan yang cold due to the air condition menyebabkan kitorang lapar and always hungry... hahaha.... nabia and i enjoy the coffee with creamer..(the hot beverages are tasteless)... tp miss makanan yang berasap2... hahaha
today we went to bandar PD to buy mosturizer as air condition causing my skin worst and my pimple became even worst with the loose powder from silky girl(tq silky).... however, there is no guardian or watson at PD... so i didnt buy anything other than fruit and asam (to help me stay awake)... however, we rushed back to Palm spring as last episode of adamaya going to be aired today...
oklah... wanna enjoy the drama...bye

first day in pot dickson

2010-05-11T06:48:00.000+08:00

first day... aku rasa semua dah tahu, after dpt posting mana mata memang tak leh tutup ler... till ler 1 a.m... then after that kitorang tutup lampu sebb if not till next morning we would sty awake... guling kanan guling kiri.... luckily bring together my bantal wangi so not too difficult to sleep... have 2-3 awakening... of coz it was too cold as we switched on the fan an also the air condition (22 degree C)... oh yeah really freezing cold but too tired to wake up to switch either one...
dream...? hahhaha in this situation still dreaming some1 made a fool of me.... shoooo.... but dream is only a spices of sleep...(new idiom..tq..:p) yelah ada spices of life.... but selalu rasa dream adlh permainan tidur... but dont u think sleep without dream is just like pizza without ajinomoto... hahahaha... what ever... so hopefully the dream is the other way round so tt i can cherish my life with some1 who appreciate me ....(cop ni mimpi kawen2 ker... neeet....)
oklah, i have a lot of time to blog yesterday but dont know whteher it gonna be same today,.... tp at least i have something else to do other than jaga org dlm confinement and bby sit my nephew kan... ouwh so not profesional at all.... and of coz hopefully i would not be too hyperactive like yesterday..(put the blame on red bull which really make me hyper...gosh....)

afundi masuk....

2010-05-11T00:54:00.000+08:00

yeah my favourite contestant for akademi fantasia 8, shahir akhirnya diundi masuk dan diberi peluang untuk menunjukkan bakal yang ada sekali lagi dalam pertandingan berprestij itu....(sound like wartawan lak...uish)... at least time2 agak kecewa ngn penempatan for housemanship ada gak something to cheer me up... and yang best... dpt gak mendengar suara jantan tu menyanyi untuk bertanding... so hopefully kali ini, shahir akn lebih versatile and menghayati setiap persembahan dalam pertandingn.... ada khidmah disebalik penyingkirannya terdahulu.... so tt mana2 peminat shahir diluar itu akan terjaga dr lena dan strt vote for this tallented singer... tp risau juga if he doesnt perform mesti orang akan mempersoalka kemasukan this handsome man.... so.... di kala esok aku kena bangun awal baik aku tidur dl... esok2 kita citer tentang this man k....

HBP....

2010-05-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

hahaha... yup itulah tempat di mana huzaifah hussin akan berkhidmat sebagai pegawai perubatan UD41.... stress... hmm memikirkan mcm mn nak kerja di tempat sendiri haha.... hopefully while working tak der ler insan2 menganggu waktu sy bekerja...tak semua orang faham kehidupan as houseman...
yup huzaifah.. jangan stress2.... enjoy ur life.... hopefully masa houseman ini semua orang cuma memahami kehidupan sy.... nnti sy belanja anda makan yeah... hehehhe.....

induksi

2010-05-06T09:04:00.000+08:00

letter dah dapat.... tinggal nak hadirkan diri di sana on 10/5/2010.... akhirnya bermulalah kehidupan sebagai seorang doktor.... scared, nervous, anxious... +,- semua ada... hahaha... tawakkal to ala ALLAH semoga perjalanan ku dipermudahkan selepas ini.... hari ini nak outing ngn emak while hantar ayah kat hospital for medical check up...
have to buy new spectacles coz power spec dah bertambah left eye 6/60 jer right eye bagus lagi 6/9... aided left eye 6/9 same with right eye.... mean power dah ting tong....
need a new sport shoes... pesal tah hilang sport shoes.... tp sport shoes dl pun dah dekat 3 thn lebih kot... masa tu kat kl lagi... aku beli kat mid vall.... sport shoes aku tak pernah extend more than rm50... biasa ler orang tak berduit... asal ada, comfortable.... wonder mana sport shoes aku.... pelik tul,... elok lagi kasut tu....
i still thinking whether wanna get a new hair cut memandangkan rambut dah panjang tp tengoklah kalo ada masa aku pergi,... kalo x buat bdh jer... hahaha...... semua nak baru? tak lah semua tu necessary..... termasuk hair cut... aku mana pernah bela rambut panjang... rimas ler.... nanti migrain aku pun datang... hhahaha....
lastly nak gi prima moda... mak nak beli baju baru... and nak beli kain untuk tambah kat baju convo... sian baju convo pun pakai baju compang camping sedih... sob sob sob.....

melting toink toink

2010-05-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

mlm2 ni mls nk kuar bilik memndangkn kat luar tu panas sgt..so tgk you tube...yup down with love again yeay.... tgk blk episod 11 yang tak dapat aku enjoy last saturday.... and tgk episod 12 yang belum disubbed lagi... walaupun tak paham menda pun but still know wht going on... cant wait for the sub version by autumnspet.... wawawa.... melting betul tengok jerry in tt drama... adoi his body,... slim tp musculAR... gosh... and his smile... god help me... again i fall in love with this gorgeous man.... hahaha

shahir dah kuar

2010-05-03T18:16:00.000+08:00

kerugian kepada rakyat malaysia dengan tersingkirnya insan bernama shahir dari akademi fantasia.. ok maybe u all think aku ni bias kan dengan mengagungkan mamat tu macam tu sekali... aku tak der ler mengagungkan mamat ni... tp aku terkilan kerana kehilangan satu suara lelaki yang sedap dedengar dalam pertandingan nyanyian tersebut... suara mamat ni standard suara mawi, jamal abdillah, m nasir... suara2 jantan yang memang best... tp sayang sekali, bakat nyanyian tak memenuhi taste peminat di luar walaupun berbekalkan pakej yang agak lengkap... dr segi suara , pilihan utama aku for sure shahir la kan... daus kureng sikit or should i say out...? hahah.... performance dia jer yang best tp pitching here and there out... hahaha aku dah macam cikgu siti hajar yang manis bertudung tu lak.... satu jer yang aku nak peminat2 di luar tu fikiran,.... most of the time korang dengar suara penyanyi ker tengok dia yer performance,... for me aku lebih banyak dengar music through radio.. so basically bg aku tak kisah ler kaku mana pun performance tp kalo suara best cukup bg aku... sbb aku bukannya nampak korang terkinja2 kat atas pentas tu kan... what ever pun for shahir semoga berjaya di luar sana... ops lupa nak ckp... sangat2 kagum dengan persembahan iwan masa minggu ke 7 semalam... sangat2 mengagumkan kerana walaupun ada serangkap jer lagu dia yang high note but he did perfectly and nice to hear,.... layanz

baby girl

2010-04-28T14:08:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah... akhirnya setelah post date and menyebabkan semua orang ternanti-nanti, cik baby girl pun selamat dilahirkan secara normal... agaknya dia tahu kot semua orang memang surprise nak sambut kelahiran dia so buat2 gempaks sikit... berat dia sama masa ijaz lahir 3.4 kg... (kalo aku x salah berat ijaz ler).... actually till aku menaip ni, aku lum gi lawat diorg lagi sbb tgh hr td sibuk masakkn lunch untuk along....
danial? pagi2 td dia ckp ngn aku.."ucu nak cari adik yer?" tak berapa paham apa yang cuba disampaikan bdk kecik seketul ni... pelik ler pula kalo aku cr adik danial dalam umah kan... dia jer gi temankan ayah dia visit baby and along masa lunch td... so tunggu jela abg long blk nanti, dgr whther he accept the bby or not... paham2 ler bdk manja and gembeng seketul tu... hahahha

menunggu baby yang dah post date

2010-04-27T15:18:00.000+08:00

semalam after my medical check up and settlekan surat akuan with pesuruhjaya sumpah, my father and i terus balik kl... adoi sampai rumah along aku, aku memang tahap cipan ler penat... pagi2 lagi dah temankan along and abg long pergi hospital selayang for antenatal check up memandangkan along aku dah post date...EDD 26/4...corrected 24/4..... so kenalah jaga danial while the couple masuk bilik doctor for consultation.... then along aku kena warded for induction of labour sbb dah post date kan....yang kelakarnya along aku siap minta for LSCS sebab mls nak induce-induce ni... probability for failure of induction kan memang ada... and so far in my family history tak der sapa yang tergolong dalam kumpulan succesful induction termasuk ler mak aku hahahaha... tp doctor tu suruh try gak induction... actually badan memang penat giler... rasa mcm nak pengsan.... ya ALLAH minta dipermudahkan urusan kakak ku dan sihatkan tubuh badanku... k lah nak tidur jap... badan tersangat penat...

perjalanan hampes

2010-04-26T07:44:00.000+08:00

semlm balik dr KL (damansara damai) to rengit with ayah, memandangkan today i will have my medical check up for SPA...so kitorang guna jalan bandar memandangkan aku yang beria-ia nak safekan duit tol and duit minyak... and we did it walaupun aku memang budak kampung tp aku adalah budak kampung yang canggih sebab malam tu aku dah google map jln ke tol sungai besi... so from there aku and ayah pun dok bual2...... mcm mn nak renovate toilet memandangkan rumah parents aku tu tak banyak benda boleh renovate,sibuk intai2 kereta yang berjalan and kutuk2 kereta yang laju macam nak rak kat lane kanan......then we stopped for a drink kat R&R Ayer Keroh... after that continued our journey.... ok from Ayer Keroh to exit Ayer Hitam there would be one more RnR (Pagoh)... so masa aku passed by the RnR aku tak register pun yang aku kena watched out for the exit, lagi pun masa tu dah pukul 7 lebih..drive and continue driving .... tiba2 ayah aku ckap eh ni RnR mana, besarnya... then aku slumberland cakap 'oooo tu kan RnR pagoh yang kita selalu berhanti tu...' then a few minutes after that aku nampak sign board showed Machap... still at that moment aku tak realized yang aku dah terlepas jauh dr exit ayer hitam, wlaupun otak aku ada tergenerate impulse pk eh ada dua RnR ke after ayer keroh...:p, then after that aku nampak sign board putih (sign board exit) so aku terus took lane paling kiri and read the sign board... pilihan yang tentera...simpang renggam, sedenak, JB(yang third choice ni aku tak sure)... then barulah aku perasan yang sebenarnya kitorang dah terlepas jauh bangat dr exit ayer hitam... hahahhahaha....then ngn sumpah seranah diri yang leka aku pun took je la exit simpang renggam.... tol wise, tak beza sangat~ RM3-5... petrol wise~ rugi tahap cipan.... Energy wise~ tak wise langsung sbb kena patah balik punyalah jauh......

perbualan danial bersama makcik2

2010-04-25T00:32:00.000+08:00

1st call....Mak Andak..... nombor yang anda dail tidak dapat dihubungi..:p (mak andak membuang air besarkah?)

2nd call.... Mak Angah...@ mama ami
danial : hello, awak kat mana ni
Mak Angah : sy di pejabat...
danial : awak buat apa.?
Mak Angah : sy kerja, awak kat mn ni...
danial : saya colour buku...(tidak menjawab soalan), ami ada... (tanya sedara Mohd Fahmy)
Mak Angah: ami di rumah.. sy di pejabat....
perbualan seterusnya pusing2 jer sbb danial tak tahu nak tanya apa...

3rd call... Mak Uda @ mama Ijaz
danial : hello, awak kat mana ni? (soklan favourite danial bila jawab phone)
Mak Uda: sy di rumah
Danial : awak buat apa?
Mak Uda : sy tengah belasah Ijaz sebab dia nakal sangat... (actually bukan belasah pun just membebel kat Ijaz).. awak pun jangan nakal 2 nanti mak uda belasah awak
Danial: tak, entah (speechless too scared to be 'belasah' by mak uda
Mak Uda: Ijaz nakal sangat dia pijak2 baju... (memang Ijaz tengah ligat and tak tahan ngn muka nakal dia), awak kalau nakal mak uda belasah tahu
Danial : tak..
(mak ucu suruh bagi Ijaz cakap sbb bosan bangat ngomong sama perempuan yang berusia itu @ Mak Uda, phone was passed to Ijaz)
Danial: Ijaz, awak kena belasah yer.... (gelak guling2 prihatin amat)
Ijaz: ................(unable to describe his feeling...:p)
perbualan terhenti sbb mak ucu n nenek took the phone (lambat sangat conversation between those people...)

after that Danial bertukar menjadi superhero danial untuk mnyelamatkan adik Ijaz yang dibelasah oleh Mak Uda...hahahhah.... sementara tunggu kakak along aku @ ibu danial bersalin, layan jela budak2 ni merapu... layanz

menilai pelajar akademi fantasia

2010-04-20T11:08:00.000+08:00

aku bukanlah peminat kipas mati akademi fantasia... mayb disebabkan dulu rumah aku takder astro n aku pun dok asrama kan... (actually aku prefer life without astro.. miss singapore's channels so much...)...aku tak menilai performance diorang compared to previous akademi fantasia or kutuk2 tenaga pengajar AF... actually, they try their best to teach these students kan... thumbs up to the sifu.. semlm after 5th show norman told the students tt eventhough ur performance thap cipan gempak but attitude that they presented in Diary AF will determine the vote.... so apa yang encik pengetua ckp ni betul sebenarnya... oklah next will be my opinion bout these students as a person yg menonton Diary AF disebabkan jagung yang ditanam belum boleh ditunai...not based on their performance.... guys.. u gonna be a star so attitude kena ler best kan...

Adira
very cute, cantik dan dengan slanga sabahan she looked so adorable... telatah dia di diary- childish but not upto menyakitkan jiwa n perasan.. dlm childish ada kematangan... bercinta... tp dengan bbot.. so no hal ler... percintaan ngn motor seketul tu menyebabkan penonton tertarik dgn sikap comel dia... nampak sangat kesungguhan dia dlm class... her facial expression and body gesture show the passion toward the lesson and music...

Ain
in diary AF people will only focus to Ain's affair with Maulana (lg pun tt one kan yg korang emphasize sgt kan..)... she involves in triangle love...bg aku Ain ni mangsa sbb she thought Maulana mmg suka gila2 kt dia lg pun Maulana said tt he is having prob with his gf...part paling aku kecewa ngn ASTRO adlah menyiarkan di mn gf's MAulana called him and Ain was forcefully to be there and directly questioned by this stupid girl... hello, Ain tu manusia kan... bg aku this girl pun pandai2 ler cover... blh nampak Ain try not to cry at tt moment but the intonation n facial expression totally change... so salahkan Astro if this tallented girl being kick out sbb digelar perampas....walaupun diorg cover dgn send zul huzaimy and tony eusoff to accompany Ain masa dinner...

Daus..
bdk ni clean...takder affair..next...hahahaha... oklah dia cute... yg ptg nampak kesungguhan dia ketika dlm class...

farina
farina yg sgt matang tp happy go lucky...... close with shahir, macam kakak n adik...

Iwan
mamat skaters tp bby face ni...ada gf kat luar tp kat dlm AF ada affair ngn Anum and Nad... bg aku mamat ni manja . aku rasa affair ngn anum and Nad tu not so serius ler... maybe tu semua lebih kepada rasa perlu to each other dlm akademi... so bila kuar then masa akan menentukan....

maulana
adoi mamat ni... walaupun bdk johor tp tak berkenan langsung dgn sikap dia... bg aku dia ni desperate sgt... tah perper.. so ko kira untung ler sbb johorean so other johorean kat luar tu akan vote ko... kalo aku Ain dah lama aku tak tegur ko after incident calling2 tu..(adoi emo aku jadinya ckp ttg mamat ni... annoying)

Nad...
minah tomboy yg tah perper ni? mcm aku ckp td affair dia ngn iwan tak kan mempengaruhi sangat vote dia.,.. tp attitude haprak dia yg akn menyingkirkan dia minggu ni...y? kalo korang tgk diary masa takder penyingkiran minah ni tunjuk diva.... buat muka yang bg aku macam nak tumbuk jer minah ni... masa dlm class blh nampak dia ni tak focus and tak bersungguh2... tp tak phm y still lg kat AF.. sorry dude bukan nk kutuk ko tp attitude mcm bdk tak berakal tu pikir2 ler sendiri.. (mcm ler minah ni baca kan? :p)

shahir
tak leh citer byk ttg mamat ni sbb aku peminat dia... kalo aku nak vote pun aku akan vote mmt ni... dlm class tima main dia main time belajar dia belajar..walaupun dia ni bapak pemalu and kaku... sengal, tp tak ler sampai menyakitkan hati... adoi ni bias kalo lebih2 ckp ni ... pendek kata kentut shahir pun wangi ler... hahahha (tah per per)..

so tu lah panjang lebar post aku ttg pendapat aku sepanjang menonton diary AF... Diary AF mencerminkan diri anda di luar... kat atas pentas tu semua orang leh berubah kan... bg aku NAd and MAulana , u guys memang menjengkelkan aku dengan sikap korang yang tah perper...

down with love

2010-04-19T19:06:00.000+08:00

yup .... currently i'm down with love with someone.... terkejut tak? hmmm mesti di kala ini farah n azi rasa macam nak sms aku siapakah jejaka yang bertuah tu.... tak per tak per korang tak yah msg2 simpan jer credit korang kerana aku akan beritahu siapakah insan yang berjaya mencuri hati ini....

fyi, especially for farah n azi, aku kenal mamat ni dah lama.... since form 4 kot... tp masa tu kan kecik lagi so i thought tt was cinta monyet... so aku buat bdh jer... tp setelah aku jumpa kembali mamat ni... cinta berputik kembali... dia dah jadi lawyer and ada firm dia sendiri..(so kalo nak approval for SPA ker perkebenda ker lepas ni tak yah susah2 ... ask from him jer)... he is damn romantic.... muka ala2 jerry yan tu.....ada kereta besar and rumah besar...so cuci kaki jer....

so farah and azi, korang prepare jela untuk menghadiri majlis perkahwinan aku nanti yer... tp korang kena simpan duit lebih sikit sebab resepsi buat kat taiwan.... hahahaha sebab tt guy name yu ping, lakonan jerry yan in down with love..

so... tak der yer ler aku nak jatuh2 tangga dikala2 ini... so simpan dl cita2 murni korang nak gi kenduri kawen aku....
(suka gila buli korang... hahhahaha)

dah lama gila aku tanam jagung.... tinggal beberapa minggu jer lg untuk dituai.... so mulalah menonton you tube citer2 taiwan and korea yang terdaya.... la ni aku memang ngh kemaruk citer ni.... sabtu 6.30 ptg aku tengok gak... kat you tube aku tgk gak... kat you tube eng sub dia cuma awal satu episod... tp actually dah tau dah ending dia per sbb aku dah tgk down with love yg tak bersubbed dlm you tube.... adoi di manakah yu ping ku haha.... ada one episod lawAK nak mati... masa tu ex-yu ping who is an artist dtg firm dia sbb nak merayu2 kt yu ping ler...(walhal yu ping dah ada aku.. :p)... yu ping bengang sbb staff dia sibuk take pic with her kn so dia slumberlnd ckp... y dont u tk pic with me, people said i look like jerry yan.... (tak lawak eh?).. nk lawak kena ler tgk sendiri part tu.... adoi... melting tgk jerry yan.... haha

fullmetal alchemist the movie

2010-04-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

korang pernh x watch this anime yg diadaptasi from manga?.... i think i mentioned bout this anime dl2.... ke x der? enth ler.... love this anime sbb suka tgk mcm mn edward elric jaga adik dia alphonse elric yg lost his body masa diorg buat mutation semata2 nk menghidupkn semula their mother... kalo korg rajin blh ler cr anime ni secara episode... tp kalo rasa mcm penat nk cr y not korang watch jer the movie... tp those yg tak pernh tahu kewujudan this FMA mmg rasa ting tong ler cause tak phm hujung pangkal citer ni.... sepnjng aku watch FMA series kt tv mmg aku kesian kt Al n Ed yg bersungguh2 nk create batu philosopher... lg2 kt Al yg terpksa duduk dlm armor metal tu sbb takder body sendiri... compared to Al, Ed jauh beruntung ler walaupun one of his arm n leg also lost masa incident mutant mutton tu.... then dlm movie ni.. Ed tercampk kt dunia zamn hitler di germany... while Al dpt blk body dia tp hilng ingatan... so citer ni ending dia Al n Ed stay kt german n try to find a way to close the 'door' yg menjadi penghubung dua dunia... yg tak best yer.... winry, Ed's fren sejak kecil merangkp Ed's lover is left behind kt dunia diorg.... part tu jer yg x best... tp percintaan x semestinya berakhir di jinjang pelamin kan.... yg penting ending di mana Al and Ed bersatu kembali and Al gets his body back.... happy for both of them... sedih tau kalau korang tgk series brotherhood tu, bila Al kerap kali putus asa and asked Ed whther is he alive or he isnt... yelah dia pun dah lupa macam mn rupa and bentuk badan dia malah he cant feel his own body,..... so happy ending in one way for both of them...

instinct

2010-04-13T12:58:00.000+08:00

aku rasa korang mesti pernah tengok drama or movie kat tv kan...(x tahu ler 'prak' mn korang ni if x pernah tgk tv).... so dlm citer2 mcm tu selalunya ada sound effects yg go together with the story line... so let say if there is something bad gonna happen then ada lerr sound effect mcm bunyi gendang ker... paling koman pun bunyi jeng jeng jeng ker... or simple but creative bunyi heart beat yg very fast, palpitation.... and when something happy gonna happen then ada ler bunyi2 mcm angel turun dr langit and etc.... so this sound effects will help u to predict the next scene kan...unfortunately there is no such thing call sound effects in reality...yelah..cuba imagine if its do exist in real world... then our life mesti bising bangat... ngan drum ler sexsophone laa...so, Allah give us something special called instinct.. will give some sort like an alarm to our system and represent the sound effects in the movie.. but not every single danger in our life preceded by the instinct... tt make our life more mystery and unpredictable.... , tp most of the time, we tend to ignore the instinct tht comes.. we think tt it is just a feel tt shouldnt be entertained.... actually tak suruh pun entertain hahhaha.... but per kata, whenever u have bad instinct bout anything gonna happen to u, family or fren.... pray... pray to Allah, the almight for His blessing and love... remember....he is Ar RAhman and Ar Rahim....

sesat lg

2010-04-12T11:43:00.000+08:00

hr ni aku x temankan parents aku buat medical check up kat hbp.. banyak benda nak settle kat rumah... by 10.30 semua urusan dah settle so lepak2 online facebook... ngah layan2 facebook, bibik datang minta tolong atuk sesat dlm toilet lg.... second time for this week... nasib baik aku x ikut parents aku... kalo x terpaksalah bibik handle sorang2... actually bukan bibik takleh pikul atuk masuk bilik semua.. but mls nak dengar org tua tu terjerit2... kena paham ler symptoms dementia... atuk ni ala2 takut ngn aku... aku tak der ler jerit2... tp td aku agak garang ler... pengalamn hr tu mengajar aku bahawa kalo aku ikut nanti nanti atuk aku tu ... so by one hour ler jawapnya br atuk masuk bilik... and kerana nanti, nanti atuk aku tu juga bengkak2 ler kaki dia sebab lama sangat berdiri.... so this time aku tepuk2 kaki mn nak jalan..while bibik usher her... so by half a few minute dah sampai bilik.. tp kaki tetap bengkak...
and kala2 tu juga bila balik bilik fiza n farah sound aku msg selamba kat dr zain... adoi br perasan yg zainur awal2 tu dr zain.. adoi..ingatkan zainur ain... serius sbb dr zain tak pernah reply mn2 post kan...
so... ampun dr zain lain kali sy akan bc detail... ampun..... oh ya... doakan ler nenenkku tak sesat dlm toilet... time aku ada kat rumah boleh ler tolong... time tinggal bibik and parents jer... jawapnya kena panggil orang luar ler tolong selamatkan atuk.... adoi

selamat beribadah

2010-04-08T10:26:00.000+08:00

yesterday , my ex housemte nabia n her bestfren dina dh selmt bertolak ke tnh suci untuk menunaikn ibadah umrah.... so marilah kita doakn mereka diberikan kesihatan tubuh badan n fikiran agar dpt menunaikn ibadah dengan sempurna.... semoga Allah melindungi perjalanan mereka selama mereka jauh dr pandangan mata ke dua ibu bapa.... amen....

sun downing

2010-04-06T22:17:00.000+08:00

menjaga org yang demented memang mencabar jiwa dan raga.... banyak dosa dr pahala.... so just wanna share my experience bersama granny aku yang berusia 97 thn... bukan nak memalukan my granny tp nak share with people out there walaupun in medic i learned bout geriatic and dementia but tak sangka i will face this situation...bukan orang jauh pun nenek yang aku panggil atuk.
97 tu bukan angka yang tepat that adalah anggaran kerana masa nenek aku lahir tiada sistem pendaftaran yang sistematic mcm sekarang ni... tp aku rasa 'atuk' berusia lebih dr tu... waALLAHua'lam...
actually kala aku tulis blog guna ayat2 skema ni aku baru jer selesai berhadapan dengan sun downing symptoms nenek aku.... hahah... yup... tengah2 aku practice poco-poco, mak ketuk bilik aku punya ler kuat msa tu aku rasa jam 8.40 p.m. mak cakap atuk dalam bilik air taknak kuar... fyi nenek aku ni bila malam dia akan berulang alik ke bilik air lebih 20 kali... kesian kat bibik yang tidur ngn dia sebab kena jaga dia.kalau 20 kali atuk bangun 20 kali ler bibik bangun... so the next morning bibik memang flat giler..sbb pastu kena tolong buat kerja2 rumah.... ni bukan kali pertama atuk taknak kuar bilik air... but this time i was here... so aku pun bergegas ler ker bilik atuk aku..aku tell sikit ler bout this toilet k... toilet ni 2 kali ganda dr toilet kitorg share ramai2 kat luar tu.. so panjang dia blh tahan gak ler... antara tpt mandi n tpt melepas tu ayah aku buat partition..so td atuk berdiri mambatu kat ceruk partition tu.. taknak diangkat taknak bergerak... so aku tlg pujuk2... atuk ni kadang2 dengar gak ckp aku... tp bila lama sangat nak balik bilik, semua dah penat usaha pun gagal... aku minta bibik dukung atuk... aku mmg tak larat ler ngn shoulder injury aku lg kan... menjerit2 dia marah kena angkat... bila sampai kat katil, dia nak patah balik ke toilet sebab nak kencing... adoi... so aku n bibik terpaksa pakaikan diapers yang dah lama kitorg beli tapi atuk taknak pakai...then aku gi mandi.. guess what even after aku habis mandi nenek aku masih berdiri membungkuk kat birai katil... mak aku dah baca selawat jela nak buat per... pujuk2 pun x nak duduk... diri jer... dia ckp nnti... last2 bibik angkat nak baringkan,... tp dia pegang kuat2 birai katil... mak aku terpaksa tolong bibik lepaskan tgn dia secara paksa... bukan nak menganiaya tp kalo tak dibaringkan atuk ni boleh jatuh tersembam ke lantai... kaki tangan semua dah sejuk sebab lama sangat duduk dalam bilik air.... guess pukul berapa kitorg settle baringkan dia atas katil? yap 9.30 p.m... lama x? hahhahaa...
what is sundowning... korang gi ler mr google to find out by urself... from my story it is very obvious sun downing symptom... bila petang n malam my granny blh jadi tah perper... kadang2 maki2 bdn dia ler, dok dalam toilet berjam2... sesat dlam toilet... kuar masuk toilet,.... n very aggitated masa mlm... while morning.. she's flat... tdo n tdo... look quite normal just impaired recent memory yang ckp menambahkan dosa kitorang...
so guys out there... aku sendiri pun x tahu nak buat per... nak suggest gi psychiatry aku x rasa badan dia ckp kuat to take all the medication untuk tenangkan diri dia... pray for her... doakan yang terbaik untuk atuk aku....

child talk, gibberish...etc

2010-04-05T16:58:00.003+08:00

la ni anak2 sedara aku semakin maju lidah mereka bercakap... macam2 gaya.. macam2 ragam... layan

danial @ wak dane.... 4 year old
awak ni lucu la...
awak sudah makan?
danial makan donut....
baiklah ayah
terima kasih ayah....

conclusion.... bakal menjadi sasterawan negara.....

fahmi @ ami ..... 31/2 year
acu, andak atuk jatuh...
tak nak kawan mama
mama ni sibuklah...
td ami nangis, mama masuk ubat idung, akit..
abg pukul ami..

conclusion... bakal menjadi wartawan berjaya

ijaz....@ ijaz lor... dah pendek sangat nama
ayer...
athuk...
nek...
makan...
ayah...
mama...

conclusion.... entah tunggu ler besar sikit sampai ayat die lengkap.... so far tallent ala2 rockers negara...

layan....

kasihnya ayah

2010-04-01T21:08:00.002+08:00

ni kisah benar yang berlaku depan mata aku sendiri.... so just wanna share with all of u out there who live in luxury while others may be not... today while driving to help my mother distribute some food for friend and relative around rengit , i saw a man riding a motorbike with his two children on the same bike.... basically budak2 ni br pulang dari sekolah agama which situated at the opposite kampung.... guys u must wonder so what is the interesting part as it is very very common to see people riding motobike with more than one passenger, isnt it?before i tell everyone of u per yang interestingnya bout this pakcik... wanna ask u ... pernah tak korang gi rumah orang di mana jambatan yang mereka gunakan setiap hari which connect their house and the main road dibuat dr kayu kayan yang layaknya dibuat reban ayam? yang mn entah esok entahkan lusa jambatan ini akan runtuh dan jika malang tak berbau mungkin ada nyawa menjadi korban... so kalau tak pernah mean korang ni mmg anak bandar lah... so this uncle's house has the bridge likes i describe just now... so what? hahhaha... so tgh2 aku drive tu aku ternampaklah pakcik ni yang agak kecil bdnnya berusaha untuk melepaskan tayar motosikalnya yang tersepit di antara regangan kayu2 jambatan yang sangat uzur itu....masih di atas motor, kedua2 kakinya kuat menongkat sambil menolak2 motornya sementara dua anaknya yang berpakaian uniform sekolah agama masih tertenggek di atas motor itu... aku x salahkan budak2 tu yang tidak turun dan menolong ayah mereka, ini kerna kedua2 masih kecil dan belum boleh berfikir secara rasional... apa yang aku mahu kongsi bersama rakan2ku di luar renung2kn incident ini....

janji ular

2010-04-01T15:20:00.002+08:00

mata si gadis liar melihat jiran2 sekeliling..di benaknya meruntun seribu satu keluhan.. di kerlingnya rumah jirannya yang sayup mata memandang... dengar khabar yang ditiup angin, anak gadis empunya rumah sudah bunting... bunting pelamin katanya... suaminya bukn kaya mana sekadar org kampung yang kerja kg.... rupa pun tiada.... si isteri pula badannya kurus melidi... rumah seberang jalan, wanita yang sebaya dengannya sudah membuncit perutnya menanti hari saja... pasangan suami isteri itu begitu manja bersenda tawa ketika berkunjung ke rumah si gadis.... sakit sungguh hati si gadis.namun dipaksa juga untuk tersenyum menampakkan lesung pipit yang menghiasi bibir mungilnya.. bukan si gadis tidak mahu berumahtangga dan mempunyai zuriat yang sempurna...namun apa yang boleh dibuat, si gadis belum ketemu jodoh... hidupnya hanya sekadar di dalam rumah dan halaman besar itu... namun pabila melihat terlalu ramai jejaka datang mengintai si gadis, ibu dan ayah angkat yg menjaganya nekad untuk mengurungnya di rumah.... risau kalau2 si gadis ternoda sebelum waktunya.... jenuh dia cuba menjelaskan kepada mereka bahawa dia sudah bersedia... lihat sahaja wajahnya yang sungguh unik dan cantik... buktinya setiap hari ada saja jejaka2 tampan dan gagah yang datang untuk memiliki dirinya.... namun pelbagai alasan diberikan oleh kedua ibu bapanya... si gadis mengeluh pasrah.... apa yang perlu aku buat? getus hati si gadis runsing... naluri seorang ibu meruntun2 jiwanya.... dia tidak kisah jika tidak ditakdirkan untuk berkahwin tetapi hasrat untuk menimang cahaya mata sudah lama mewarnai jiwanya... bibirnya sudah penat memohon kepada ibu bapanya untuk membenarkan dia mengambil anak angkat... namun jawapannya cuma satu... tidak..mereka risau, anak2 itu bakal menjadi batu penghalang kepada si gadis daripada mengikat tali perkahwinan satu hari nanti.. ikutkan hati mahu saja dia melakukan sumbang mahram dengan abang seibu sebapa yang turut dijaga oleh keluarga angkatnya itu... asalkan dapat dia mndakap tubuh kecil yang bakal lahir dari rahimnya.....saban hari si gadis berendam air mata mengenang nasibnya yang malang.. entah bagaimana, sedang si gadis duduk2 di tepi jendela rumahnya pada bulan purnama, seekor ular berbisa menjelma di hadapannya... si gadis terpana namun dia cuba berlagak tenang dan menegur ular tersebut dengan suaranya bak buluh perindu itu... hampir saja dia pengsan pabila tegurannya itu dijawab baik oleh si ular yang berbisa itu... si ular ajaib itu menerangkan bahawa dia kerap kali melihat si gadis dan air matanya... si ular bersedia untuk membantu dengan kuasa ajaib yang dimiliki tetapi dengan syarat2 tertentu... bagai pucuk dicita ulam mendatang.. si gadis bersedia mengikuti syarat2 si ular asalkan impiannya bergelar seorang ibu menjadi kenyataan...sebelum si ular pergi sempat dia mengingatkan si gadis akan buruk padanya jikalau si gadis ingkar dan perjanjian ini mestilah menjadi rahsia antara si gadis dan ular berbisa.... akhirnya tanpa disangka2, si gadis bunting tidak lama selepas itu... pabila saat untuk melahirkan semakin dekat, hati si gadis semakin berdebar-debar... hari yang ditunggu2 tiba akhirnya... si gadis menangis2 kesakitan.. ya tuhan begitu sakit sekali rasanya... rahimnya bagai dipulas2... mujur abang kesayangan sentiasa berada disisi, memberikan semangat untuk si gadis mengharungi saat2 getir dalam hidupnya... akhirnya, seketika sebelum azan maghrib berkumandang lahirlah seorang anaknya yang amat2 ditunggu... sebaik sahaja anak pertamanya itu menjengah dunia, si ular yang berbisa tiba2 sahaja muncul di hadapan jendela rumahnya... pancaran matanya yang bersinar2 meminta agar syarat terakhirnya di penuhi... berguguranlah air mata si gadis... dia tahu, dia perlu menunaikan janjinya pada ular durjana.direnung anak comel yang berada dipelukannya..maafkan mama sayang, mama terpaksa getus hati kecilnya...azan maghrib mula berkumandang dari surau yang berdekatan... di kala itu juga anak kembar bongsunya lahir ke alam fana ini... dengan linangan air mata si gadis menyerahkan anak bongsunya itu kepada si ular seperti mana yang telah mereka persetujui dahulu... belum sempat ular menelan anak kecik yang tidak berdosa itu ke dalam mulutnya yang ternganga luas, ayah si gadis menjengah ke kamar si gadis... terkejut besar si ayah melihat kehadiran si ular berbisa itu lalu mengusir si ular keluar.... si ular begitu marah sekali... dalam ketakutan itu sempat dia bertempik kepada si gadis bahawa anak bongsu si gadis yang sepatutnya menjadi habuannya tidak akan menjadi insan yang sempurna..... pergilah si ular dr rumah si gadis dengan dendam kesumat...
kini, si gadis bahagia bersama ibu dan bapa angkatnya, si abang dan juga kedua2 anak kembarnya yang lahir dr janji ular itu... hatinya berbunga riang melihat terlatah kedua2 anaknya yang sentiasa bergurau senda.... namun dalam kegembiraan itu, si gadis seringkali menitiskan ar mata melihat nasib anak bongsunya.... benarlah kata si ular , anak kecilnya itu tidak sesempurnya si sulung... kedua2 belah kaki sibongsu begitu lemah... malah ketika berlari dan melompat kerap kali si bongsu tersungkur dan teroleng oleng... namun dia redha jikalau itu harga yang perlu dibayar asalkan si bongsu berada di pelukannya.....

itulah kisah janji ular yang aku cipta sendiri.... cerita ini direka mengenangkan nasib kucing aku kuning jr yang cacat.. hahahaha....layan

air tak dak today

2010-03-31T09:09:00.002+08:00

so hr ni giliran tempat kitorg lg... tak tahu sampai bila br rotation air chipsmore ni akan diberhentikan... so memandangkan air akn ditutup pada hari ini ada beberapa cara untuk mengurangkan penggunaan air yang disimpan oleh mak and ayah serta bibik...
1) kurangkan mandi....2 kali jer cukup lebih2 tu membazir k...1 kali tu pengotor namanya...
2) kurangkan masuk kuar bilik air.... (tak berkesan untuk nenek aku yang masuk toilet 20 kali...pakai diapers x nak...adoi)
3)makan berjamaah so basuh pinggan mangkuk kurang sikit air tu.... x pun guna jer pinggan and cawan kertas.... lg best kalo korang mkn tapau or makan kat kedai..(but unhealthy food la pulak)
4) TAHAN segala aktiviti pembuangan sisa kumbahan dr usus besar....(ni blh kurangkan penggunaan air berliter2(korang akan menglami sembelit berpanjangn selepas itu...hahahaha)
5) tak yah ler sibuk nak bermop or basuh baju di kala2 ini..(dedicate khas untuk bibik yg dok mop lantai... semlm air berlambak2 taknak buat...adoi)
6) jgn lupa minum air banyak2(eh ni mcm guna air byk.... tp kan last post dah ckp jgn minum air paip so minum jela mineral ke ro water ker,..... layan....
7)kurangkan aktiviti berpeluh kerana perlu basuh baju banyak.... esok lusa time air banyak korang nak buat work out macam biggest loser tu pun xper....
8) aku tak tahu dah per benda.....

hahahha..... itulah cr penggunaan air berkhidmah yang ada yang betul ada yang tak....
gunakan otak untuk menilai...adios

curi kat blog org

2010-03-29T19:56:00.002+08:00

actually disebabkan kebosanan yang melampau aku pun meredah banyak facebook org... yang pastinya mereka2 ini adalah from my fren's fren, fiance or suami or isteri .... so in my fren lili's fiance aku jumpa satu madah yang best so i just wanna share to all readers here....

Tak perlu mencari teman secantik BALQIS,
Jika diri tak seindah SULAIMAN,
Mengapa mengharap teman setampan YUSUF,
Jika kasih tak setulus ZULAIKHA,
Tak perlu diri menjadi seteguh IBRAHIM,
Jika tak sekuat SARAH,
Mengapa didamba teman hidup seistimewa KHADIJAH,
Jika diri tak sesempurna RASULULLAH S.A.W..

so renung renungkan... mari beramal...(pinjam jak slogan ni)

catuan air...

2010-03-28T19:50:00.002+08:00

seriusly... last post i mentioned ttg how bad the taste of water tt come out from the pipe right... aku umpamakan macm brush ur teeth with sea water.... to make the situation even worse....since last week water supply dah start dicatu.... mengikut kata jabatan pengaliran dan saliran, bekalan air tidak mencukupi berikutan kemarau...(wonder y kemarau sedangkan every evening hujan turun..)... before this untuk memenuhi kegunaan penduduk, mereka terpaksa menyalurkan air sungai yang ditapis sekadarnya dan disalurkan ke paip2 rumah.... so tt why ler air tu rasa macam tah perper... so kitorang tidak digalakkan untuk menggunakan air tersebut untuk makan dan minum which my family dah lama tak gunakan sbb the bad taste.... so those yang ada filter besar gabak pun tak guna...(guling guling guling).... air vendor machine or HO water yang boleh didapati di sekitar rengit dan tempat2 berdekatan tidak digalakkan untuk dibeli... mengikut kata mereka, air yang digunakan dari sumber yang sama walaupun ditapis menggunakan kecanggihan alaf 25 kerana air2 ini tidak dirawat secukupnya... meraka menyarankan agar, mendapatkan HO water dari bandar2 lain..... so basically, while korang berjalan2 melihat alam korang bawa ler botol2 kosong and isikan sebelum menuju ke rumah masing.... mungkin air masakan kitorang boleh guna air mineral or air simpana dulu2 yang ditapis kembali tp air untuk mandi, basuh and etc tak boleh nak lari dari menggunkan air paip yang umpama air sungai tu.... Alhamdulillah di kala2 maslah air melanda macam ni kulit aku tak ler sensitif sangat tp itchiness here and there dah mula terasa so awal2 lagi aku dah prepare piriton and for my granny aqueous cream..... so esok adalh hari kedua bekalan air akan ditutup bg tempat kami.... so before 9 a.m korang akan melihat huzaifah hussin bangun and bersiap untuk mandi memandangkan air akan ditutup pada pukul 9 pagi.....
so macam biasa nasihat aku, untuk insan yang bernama manusia, sayangilah alam ini.... apa yang kita hadapi bukan sahaja dugaan Allah tetapi juga satu pengajaran buat kita yang suka mencemarkan alam... tak pasal2 air sungai tu gak korang kena mandi... cis

where is my purse

2010-03-25T12:01:00.003+08:00

di kala aku menaip ni , aku pun x tahu kat mn purse aku.... hish... aku yakin sgt2 yang aku bawa masuk purse tu dlm kereta and put it on the back seat before i fetch up my mak ngah.. hmmm ketidakbiasaan yang aku buat adlh meletakkan benda alah tu kat seat belakang sedangkan dashbox kan ada, bawah seat pun ada small drawer kan..... entah ler... aku mmg ingat aku letak kat belakang... and masa mak angah nak duduk kat belakang aku main campak jer benda2 tu ke tepi.... tah pesal tah makcik aku tiba2 nak duduk belakang... tp aah kan masa tu mana purse aku? ker purse aku dah tercicir masa aku hantar express mail td... adoi.... tolong2... otak nak pecah fikir mn aku letak... so bila cr2 kat umah x jumpa, aku pun terus start enjin n cr kat kedai cina di mn aku stop before gi post office... tp x der... then gi post-office tgk2 kat jln ... x der gak... then drove tu rumah mak ngah ... takder gak... while kat umah semua org dok bising.... aku mls nak layan... sbb aku suspect benda tu aku tercampak kat beg makcik aku kan... so aku just ckp, biarlah time tak cri kuar ler benda tu... (eventhough ada ler suara2 sumbang kata sikap ignorance aku tu mcm org kaya).... sambil2 baring tu aku selawat fatih banyak2...(ni mmg amalan aku bila barang hilang)... then tak lama lepas tu bibik terkedek2 lari ke depan with my purse.... kan betul aku ckp benda tu dlm beg mak ngah aku... kalo beg mak aku dah lama aku geledah....tak salahkan sapa2.... it was my fault.... perper pun... Alhamdulillah kutemu juga kau kembali... hahahha

air di johor...

2010-03-24T10:55:00.002+08:00

air di johor tidak boleh dirawat... yup tt the fact... kalo x percaya korang gi bilik air kat rumah kitorang and try ler gosok gigi... sure rasa mcm korang gosok gigi kat pantai... masin giler.... bila ditapis dua tiga kali pun rasa still macam tu... tak kira ler besar gabak mn korang punya filter result still the same... so memandangkan kitorang ni mls nak dapat kan air kat vendor machine tu per yang kitorang buat adlah menggunakan air yang dl kitorang simpan dalam takungn air tu.... from there kitorang filter balik... rasanya better.... tp most of the time telan jer la air mineral as parents aku mmg ada stock berkotak2 kat umah ni..... so sayangiler sungai anda... kalo sisa kumbahan semua dok nak salur ke sungai kerana kepincangan sistem kumbahan and sikap manusia yang tak kenang dek untung, akibatnya macam ni ler.... bila air dah tak boleh dirawat and penyakit pun banyak mulalah nak menunding jari... kenapa tak tunding jari kat diri sendiri and bun*** yang dok kuarkan emas2 tak berharga...(guling guling guling... rasa macam karam singh walya lak)..... so orang2 johor bukalah mata... bukalah hati.... tak dosa pun kalo ada proper sistem kumbahan... bila dah penuh panggil indah water untuk sedut.... kuang kuang kuang.... layanz

alopecia

2010-03-23T15:42:00.002+08:00

alopecia... atau dengan kata jawanya baldness atau dengan kata melayunya botak ler.. actually paper utusan talk bout this prob today.... so aku pun nak jadi utusan ke-2 ler... ok aku bukan nak cerita tentang scientific finding ker per ke... just wanna share my own experience as seseorang yang ada alopecia androgenica..... alopecia androgenica ni korang selalu nampak merata2.... kalo lelaki korang tengok botak depan.... licin jer... but kalo perempuan, botak dia lebih generalised and rare untuk botak licin ler... those having this problem will lose hair more then 100 per day.... oklah korang akn ckp elleh kan rambut berjuta2... yup but the amount lose is more than amount yang tumbuh so end up rambut kitorang pun jadi jarang-jarang.... masa aku kecik rambut aku tahap orang utan lebatnya... but when i turn twenties i started to have this problem.... mula2 kitorang ingat disebabkan habit aku menarik rambut or known as trichotillomania... but day by day it worsen eventhough tabiat menarik rambut aku dah takder langsung.... then came across my mind la kan pehal rambut aku takder tanda2 nak bertambah ... naik sem 8... satu family dok kutuk2 kebotakkan aku... adoi... aku pun wonder y ler aku yang botak... aku ni pompuan... so aku pun minta referral later to dermatologist(my ayahanda...hahahha)... so from there confirm ler aku ni ada alopecia androgenica...cis... byk2 alopecia y ler his type,,,, genetic predisposition one of the factor... so treatment die per? memandangkan aku ni perempuan fenesteride is not adviced utk aku.... so minoxidil 2% dlm btk spray jadi pilihan.... disadvantage dia ... benda ni blh menyebabkan hypertrichosis... adoi.. so precaution should be taken.... first month je aku comply to regime ... next2 yer hampeh... hahahah.... tp honestly i need to comply back to the regime.... ish...

mimpi hantu per class

2010-03-20T09:46:00.002+08:00

per class? ni la class tak class.... disebabkan tunggu ayah balik mlm tadi aku tertidur kat bilik.... yelah dah kul 12 mlm ayah tak blk and mak mula risau... terpaksa ler aku buat2 risau sebab kang ckp aku tak der peraasaan (heheeh kantoi..)... aku tak risau sebab aku kenal ayah aku.... kalo something bad mesti ada rasa uneasy yer... biasalah chemistry tu.... hahaha..... so dlm tidur tu termimpi aku dikejar hantu.... funny thing was scenery tu berada di dunia ala2 inggeris.... (impaks midsomers murderer yang aku tengok before tertidor la ni)... and dlm mimpi tu aku berjaya elakkan diri dr kena makan dengan hantu with my small occupied brain in my skull... hahhaha..... ada dua hantu.... first in the lorry that give me the ride...(cis lorry apa class....)... then from the lorry aku lari to an english style house... kat dlm tu pun ada hantu... rumah tu siap ada butler yang pakai baju official diorang tu... adoi.... (the nanny and MM memang mempengaruhi mimpi aku)... then aku terjaga... perut berkeroncong sebab tak makan perper mlm tu... so gi dapur grab last piece of fried chicken yang ayah aku beli then makan kat living room( still confuse what happened tiba2 mimpi hantu ni?)... then solat isyak... pastu...? zzzzzzzz.....hahahhahaa
moral of the story.... sebelum tidur solat isyak dulu.... !!!!!!!!

kerana broadband

2010-03-18T11:01:00.002+08:00

dah lama gila aku x der internet.... so semalam first time aku ada internet sendiri.... pe lagi macam orang kemaruk... tilll 4 o'clock aku tak tdo2.... facebook, chatting ngn kawan2, blogger,you tube cerita korea dak ja's spring, and banyak gila... last2 subuh pun ala2 anak gajah, pastu tidur balik and pagi ni mak aku terpaksa tumpang kawan dia pergi mengaji hahhahaha........ memang flat till 11 a.m... tahniah huzaifah pecah rekod pagi yang gelap..... so penangan broadband betul.... tp seyes da miss internet tahap cipan goreng.....

nabia paksa aku!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-18T00:23:00.002+08:00

nabia idaam meminta huzaifah hussin menulis bout her.... kesian... attention seeker.... hahahhahaa

first time aku kenal nabia masa hari registration imu... eventhough kitorang ni satu umah tp memandangkan nabia ni budak kl so she went straight dr rumah masa hari tu while aku dah siap berkampung kat umah sewa 13-6 tu sehari lebih awal..... so masa kitorang dok dlm lecturer hall tu ler aku kenal dia... mula2 dia sebut nama panjang dia aku dah pening dah... nasib baik dia ckp leh called dia nabia kalo tak pengsan ler aku.... first impression.... aku rasa dia ni budak yang banyak ckp (sbb aku terspot tahi lalat atas bibir dia), come from rich family and bdk bandar but innocent.... jauh beza ler dari aku yang serba kekurangan kan..... ultimately.... impression aku tu betul ler..... budak kecik ni memang heboh satu dunia..... banyak cakap....and most of the time aku dengar jela.. budak kecik baru dapat mulut.... semua benda dia nak tanya nak cakap....(hahhahah sian nabia)... spirit dia belajar sejajar ngn laju mulut dia berckp.... she is tremendously rajin gila.... buku revision dia memang banyak gila... perpustakaan kecil untuk aku pinjam buku hhahahhaha..... masa sem 1- 4 kitorang memang duk sebelah2 dalam class..... dia ni macam sponge sbb per jer yang dia baca memang absorb baiklah.... tp sem 5 kitorang tak join sgt kot sbb masa tu nabia dok luar so tak selalu jumpa... eventhough sem2 aku dh gi rumh lain but selalunya kitorg would have our dinner together kt food ave or pak cik...seremban kitorg dok satu rumah lg... aku rasa masa kt sana ler kitorg jd rapat blk.... kwn ketawa, kwn menangis, kwn mengumpat and kawan mkn ais krim...lupa lk kawan lari dr rumah... dia gak ler kawan study aku yang terbaik... very good stimulator ni... korang mesti rasa mcm semua benda tak tahu and need to read up everything bila study ngn dia... ilmu tinggi ni minah ni... lupa lak dia gak laa teman swimming aku ... 20 laps tu mana nak cr kawan yang stamina kuatr macam minah ni.... (dlm air jer suruh jogging ... adoi)... then kitorang gi bp... kat bp kitorang tak berapa close hahahhaa..... sebab honestly aku rasa she changed a lot kat bp....dah tak innocent lg.... lagipun kat bp takder swimming pool ank gi swim...so ada ler gap antara kitorang.... ngn portfolio lagi mmg tak dan nak eratkan silaturrahim hahahhah...(ayat tak tahan).....

kesimpulannya..... eventhough i miss nabia yang aku kenal lima tahun dulu.... but nabia yang sekarang pun ok gak,..... nama tetap sama what... nabia.... hahhaha.... to nabia.... thanks a lot for being such a good fren.... someone who i can share my problem, my secret and my pain with... be urself.... rajin2 practice ngn eye liner tu... and last sekali... thanks for everything dude

dua minggu pertama cuti

2010-03-11T11:39:00.002+08:00

actually first week pertama aku terbuang dengan mengemas kini umah di bukit perdana untuk di let go... thanks to all my 'fren' yang tak well organize diri and menyusahkan kami budak2 yang nak bercuti.... kesian housemates aku semua rasa bersalah... aku pun rasa bersalah sebab cas yang mahal... sorry dude ... seminggu ke dua? hahahha pagi2 lagi mak aku dah hela aku suruh berexcercise... semata2 nak kurangkan berat badan mak aku.... but a very good motivation gak... akhirnya my mom nak gak excercise just waktu jogging tu awal sangat ler.... and petang aku gi cycle alone.... (memandangkan hanya ada satu jer basikal..)... melawat sapa2 yang terlintas di kepala.... sambil tu memberi semangat kepada mereka untuk berexcercise..... kadang2 tu bagi khidmat nasihat katr diorng... lebih2 masa ... watched csi. nanny and wipe out... tak pun tengok citer korea kat channel 303.... sambil jadi driver mak gi ngaji and ayah gi tour keliling kampung.....

Alhamdulillah....

2010-02-25T18:13:00.002+08:00

pengumuman pengumuman..... please call me doctor...( hahahahhaha gelak2 guling2)....Alhamdulillah.... akhirnya perjuangan kitorg berbayar dengan kejayaan... all Muslim pass.... OMG besar sungguh kurinanMu terhadap umat2 Mu ini.... oklah nak balik johor... hujan sudah mau turun

lagu tema...

2010-02-24T07:15:00.002+08:00

i m a kinda weird person... everytime exam aku mesti ada lagu tema.... sem 7 memandangkan ketika itu aku masih lagi in major depression so the theme song was 'bila aku sudah tiada' lg by hujan.. sesuai tak?... hahaha layan..... for semester nine... emosi aku dah kembali normal.. then chose lagu 'superman' by lucky2 anak2 Ahmad dhani.... still remember during that time, my laptop spoilt so i dont have any, so farah and azi terpaksa layan jer minah seketul ni when they had to download the song and play it over and over again... nama pun lagu tema kenalah ulang2.... then this year this song menjadi lagu theme aku, nabia and farah.....

Apa salahku apa salah ibuku
Hidupku dirundung pilu
Tak ada yang mau dan menginginkan aku
Tuk jadi pengobat pilu
Tuk jadi penawar rindu
Tuk jadi kekasih hatiku

*
Timur ke barat selatan ke utara
Tak juga aku berjumpa
Dari musim duren hingga musim rambutan
Tak kunjung aku dapatkan
Tak jua aku temukan
Oh tuhan inikah cobaan

**
Ibu-ibu bapak-bapak
Siapa yang punya anak
Bilang aku aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
Karna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku

***
Pengumuman-pengumuman
Siapa yang mau bantu
Tolong aku kasihani aku
Tolong carikan diriku kekasih hatiku
Siapa yang mau

Back to *, **, ***

Ibu bapak punya anak
Bilang-bilang aku aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
Karna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku

Back to ***

hahaha... lagu ini tajuk dia cari jodoh by wali band.... this song kinda cute what eventhough sound very desperate... doesnt matter as long as it suits with exam mood.... layan....

exam

2010-02-19T10:38:00.002+08:00

pejam celik pejam celik lagi few days nak exam... nervous gila.... but usaha harus diteruskan.... hopefully segala yang aku usahakan selama lima tahun ni akan membuahkan hasil yang memberangsangkan.(insya Allah)... rasa macam right leg dah step into the other side of my life and the other leg remains in imu... yang menentukan sama ada kaki kiriku yang tertinggal itu akan mengikut kaki kananku atau kaki kananku ditarik mendekati kakiku akan ditentukan semasa exam nanti.... Ya Allah permudahkanlah urusan.... semoga aku mendapat examiners yang boleh memberikan markah gemilang kepadaku... minta dilembutkan hati mereka untuk membantuku..... (ameen).... berdebar2 jantung ni..... tak yah guna stetoscope to listen to my heart beat.... risau gak... x nak fikir about fail... but sebagai manusia perlu kita tanamkan bahawa kegagalan itu mungkin berlaku.... cuma minta dijauhkan dari ku.... jangan sekali2 lupa kerana bila mengalaminya tuhan sahaja yang tahu bagaimana deritanya untuk bangun kembali.... so guys.... kegagalan and kejayaan itu wujud... but hopefully kejayaan yang berlabuh di pangkuan kita.... insya Allah.....

lagu ayam

2010-02-17T14:46:00.003+08:00

oklah.. just wanna share a song that my father taught amy when he stayed with us a few months back... but during tt time aku rasa lagu ni pelik amat... but bila amy balik kampung raya cina lepas and my parents sang this song again it sound quite cute hhehehhee....

ayam berkokok kok kok kok kok kok
memberitahu sudah masuk waktu
(usually my parents would ask amy... "masuk waktu per"... amy would answer ..."waktu allahu akbar.." hehhehe)

ibu berketuk ketuk ketuk ketuk (ibu di sini mean ibu ayam ok)
memberitahu sudahlah bertelur

anak berdecit cit cit cit cit cit
memberitahu sudahlah menetas

hahhahahahaha..... cute kan... serious aku tak pernah dengar lagu ni dl... masa kecik ayah aku tak ajar pun lagu ni... cis... sampai hati... so kiranya lagu ini adalah lagu amy...

first trip to disneyland hong kong

2010-02-12T14:09:00.003+08:00

uik bila tu? hahahhaha that is our plan for our first trip umah batu pahat after one year working nanti...(shoo pandangan jarak jauh tu) ahhahahahaha..... tgh2 plan2 ngan nabia, terkeluar kat mulut aku... entah2 masa tu farah dah terboyot2 and jalan with husband.... azi pun sama gak, jalan with her husband... nabia sambung..."entah2 masa tu iefa pun dah kahwin, honeymoon with ur husband... tinggallah nabia keseorangan... berjalan2 bersama2 goofy and mickey mouse... dua orang boyfriend baru yang nabia jumpa di disneyland hongkong"..... lucu tak? hmmmm tak lucu for those yang tak tahu perper...(hahahahah guling2...) apa2 pun nabia, jangan risau biarlah farah terboyot2 dgn husbandnya and azi bahagia bersama husband di HK tp aku tetap single mingle ler... so ko takyah ler nak couple ngan goofy and mickey mouse tu.... sound desperate doo.....hahahhaah

24 hour trip johor-kl

2010-02-04T08:42:00.006+08:00

last tuesday, akk aku went for her site visit at johor bahru... so after tt she reached home around 5-6 p.m. so my paretns quite reluctant to let her go back to kl alone ... yelah anak dara... and my house to their house took about 5 hours...so i volountarily accompanied her... kalo tak takkan nak suruh my parents gi... my mom ada medical check up on thursday so pengsan diorang ni kang.... so kitorg tolak dari rumah around 6.45p.m sampai kl dah kul 12 dah masa tu.. pang pung pang pung... kul 1 lebih aku masuk tdo... blum kira lagi ngh tdo fahmy muntah ler, bangun nak susu ler... ish bdk ni sibuk nak tdo ngn acu dia...(terharu gak lak.. tak sia2 aku pedajal budak ni sokmo...).. then early morning kitorg dah bangun... however hari tu bad day for my sister sebab jam teruk giler... badan yang penat ni tengok jam adoi rasa macam nak tercabut sendi2 aku eventhough bukan aku yang mendrivekan kereta itu... then hari tu punch card akk aku pun merah laa...(hahhaha apalah resolution akk aku for new yearerk... x nak datang lambat?...hahahha)... so after break fast aku pun took komuter to bdr tsk selatan and from there took star to plaza rakyat... toksah citer ler malu sangat2 sebab totally forgot mcm mn nak naik train... dah lupa arah..cis... then masa nak beli tiket komuter tu aku met a lady... actually akak ni br jer divorce and tengah uruskan hal peguam muam ni untuk settlekan all nafkah and etc yg aku pun tak clear sangat... but aku rasa sgt2 happy had a chance to meet that lady...(sorry guys nak lari topic jap... korg gi beli marie clare tgk pic nas and his wife... gosh sensual giler..farah u should read that magazine..:p) sambung citer.... ooo nak citer , kat pudu dah ada tempat menuggu yang comfortable giler... ada air-con... tp toilet dia mahal sikit ler...rm0.50 tp berbaloi ler ngn toilet yang best tu....
aku... hehehe
cool kan chairs and the glass wall....
ni ler toilet rm0.50 tu.....kat bwh rm0.30.... tp ni standard tu
pudu dr luar... ctk kan.....

akhirnya..

2010-01-25T20:46:00.003+08:00

akhirnya portfolio aku sudah selamat dikotakkan bersama2 portfolio kawan2 ku yang lain... last minit? tak gak... tp memandangkan last posting aku ada 3 porfolio .. so memang tak tercapai akal ler nak siapkan yang lain... yang tak tahan akhirnya last day pun aku still cr kat internet systematic review... y systematic review? sebab borang dia tak leceh... kalo yang lain tu macam nak isi borang kawen... tak dan den nak isi... br nak buat ebm ker? dok aih... but my ebm yang lepas2 tak cukup sifat... so terpaksa buat rombakan yang besar untuk part tu... and add on here and there... sedapkan citer... buang word was yang aku suka letak ikut sedap pankreas aku.... and change and add on size up learning issues aku... adoi.... for next batch plzz laaa.... 10 portfolio tu boleh ting tong k... and couldnt give full effort on each portfolio... sebab nak cari case and nak kejar deadline yang memang dead tu... fuh... akibatnya...? aku x ckp tdo.... mlm td tdo pun dikala tunggu ovid tu upload thing... less than 5 minit tu.... (teringat masa o&g, terlelap masa time contraction... adoi....)... hari sabtu mlm ahad tdo less than 4 hours and same gak masa jumaat, khamis, rabu..... or should i say aku tak ckp tdo..... after submit portfolio tu tdo jap kat student lounge... tp tak selesa sangat... lagipun sejuk sangat... paham2 ler aku kalo sejuk sangat mulalah aku yer respiratory tract spasm and aku pun start mcm choking... routine .....so around 2 kitorg blah tinggalkan imu.... actually aku grateful ada batch mate yg menolong aku compile eeverything.... walaupun masa yg aku dh set lari dlm 20 minit kerana hal2 yg tak termsk dlm jadual aku.... masa dtg imu tu aku terus cr ebm internal medicine aku yg hilang... yg lain dh siap print dh... luckily dpt cr ngn sgt cepat... then ali yg took over from there.... thnks aliah....(hehe....)... farah gi puncture all portfolio, susun ikut order n stapler mn yg blh.... aku? aku terpaksa asingkn blue sheet aku yg terabur kerana pg tu aku tumpang formula 1 driver so semua yg dh asingkn pun huru n hara.... encik fadzil pun tlg burnkn cd aku .... (x burn kt kedai masa print out sbb ebm hilang satu kan....)... steffy tlg hntrkn blue2 sheet lbh.... n calvin tlg stpler yg pf yg tebal2.... nabia tlg aku printkan muka depan file tu.... hahahaa... yg plg tak tahan? dah hantar pf and masa kemas2 tu tiba2 nampak satu stack of paper and baca heading dia... kuang2 kuang... itu adalah journal ebm yang ali dah print and aku lupa nak masukkan dalam file.. adoi... gelak besar kitorg ... mujur laa encik fadzil lum seal kotak yang ada file aku.... ... kesimpulannya... nak say thanks to all my fren and IMU staff yang tolong aku pagi td... di dalam kekalutan n kengantukkan yang tidak membolehkan aku berfikir secar rasional ...cthnya (nak tulis nama kat cd ni kat atas ker bawah...?) farah.." kalo kat bawah tak leh baca kang ko yer file.." haahahhaha... hantu tul aku td... lupa lak... lastly to semua org kerja last minit tak bagus k... sebab tak semua kita plan happen like what it suppose to... kadang2 jadi tak tentu bila ada anasir luar.. ahaks...
work station aku.... porfolio yer pasal...
blue sheets yang tak tersentuh lagi
lastly....prove aku dah submit...
muka seminggu tak cukup tidur

pelajar perubatan terlampau

2010-01-21T20:15:00.002+08:00

actually farah suruh letak doktor terlampau..tp aku blum grad lagi...so alter it mengikut waki'..(lama tak dengar bahasa ni)....adoi...pengalaman yang tak bisa diperolehi and tak bisa aku lupakan... hahaha .... tak sangka betul di kala stress2 nak siapkan all portfolios ada lak minah ni dihantar oleh Allah untuk menyerikan hidup aku dan menambah pain kat costochondritis aku... nak dijadikan cerita, hari ini pesal tah malang gila nasib aku, aku kena park kereta tahap cipan yer jatuh..adalah dalam 20-30 meter dr pintu pagar hospital... so masa nak balik tu aku nampak ada lah ah so ni..(dalam late 20's early 30's) ... masa tu dia nagh kayuh basikal hala aku... aku ni kiranya lawan arus ler.... tiba2 dia tanya aku... doctor umah staff nurse meha mana? aku ni yang terkejut dia tiba2 bertanya.. ngan terkejut and innocent yer aku suruh dia gi kat pengawal tanya... pastu aku blah la kan..tp malangnya masa tu minah ni dah strt melalut... staff nurse meha baiklah.. inject tak sakit ler... aku dah rasa something tak betul ngn minah ni...aku turn balik and suruh dia tanya guard (actually harap sangat dia gi kat guard tu ..selamat ler akukan)..tub2 aku sedar dia dah tuntun basikal dia jalan sebelah aku and masih membebel2..hahahah padan ko huzaifah tu ler baik sangat layan minah ni.. masa tu jantung aku dah luruh tergolek2 kat depan construction tu... dia bebel2... bebel2... aku pun layan just to buy time... and masa tu aku rasa kereta aku tu umpama beerkilometer jauhnya dr spital... tak tahan tu aku boleh lagi senyum and act normal sebab tak nak pompuan ni tahu aku takut... paling aku ingat part yang dia cakap nak kawan ngn aku, tanya nama aku. aku pun ckp boleh kawan tp pergila balik mak cr.. dia agak distracted gak ler masa tu... dia ckp mak cari? oo mak risau eh doktor (hantuk kepala atas batu... schizo lagi terror bm dr aku..)..then dia tanya lagi nama aku... "doktor baik, nak kawan ngn doktor, nak sayang doktor..." tang tu aku dah takut dah..." kawan je boleh sayang tak yah ler..." (kang aku ckp boleh sayang..dibuatnya dia peluk aku kat tepi jalan tu sapa nak selamatkan aku?)... dah nasib aku bertambah baik bila cici@binbin aku dah ada depan mata.. (pertama kali rasa macam nak cium peluk cici)... masa tu aku terus masuk kereta and lock the door... tinggalkan minah tu terkulat2 ngn basikal mountain dia lambai kat aku... pelagi terus pecut kereta and blah dr situ.. masa tu drive mcm org gila sebab takut minah tu kejar naik basikal... sound tak logic ... tp kalo tub2 dia terpacak depan kereta aku... tang tu gak aku kena heart attack... sampai kat imu aku tergelak2 masuk white house... alvin tanya aku, why u look so happy... Jawapannya.. aku bukan happy...tersangat takut sampai tak leh buat perper kecuali gelak...hahahaha..... farah tanya aku macam mn aku nak jd psychiatrist kalo aku takut ngn diorang... jawapan aku... entah aku pun tak tahu... hahhahaha

desktop and laptop

2010-01-19T16:29:00.002+08:00

yup... akhirnya dapat gak balik desktop yang aku pinjam dari kakakku ini... actually dah siap lama... (sapa2 tak ingat case desktop pinjam aku ni kena serang virus from facebook..ingat2kan ler sendiri)... tp aku lupa nak bawa... and kebetulan ayah aku datang for his INR review and warfarin so boleh gak dia bawakkan... wawawa... miss my parent... dah dekat seminggu aku tak balik... td masa jumpa mak n ayah diorang sibuk tanya bila aku nak balik... takper laa... insya Allah lagi tiga hari aku baliklah... hmm macam plan nak beli printer lakk.... nak submit portfolio... takut terkocoh2 ngan orang lain... tp this month dah kena start kumpul duit... takut masa balik seremban nanti duit MARA tak masuk... adoi parah tu... nak makan apa kan.... so maybe printer tu tak leh nak beli kot....hmm kalo huzairinah hussin balik johor boleh gak pinjam printer dia...(sian kat kakak aku seketul ini.. habis semua benda dia aku pinjam...)... otherwise... esok aku dah kena start print out portfolio aku.... esok insya ALLAH dlm 4 portfolio dah boleh print.... macam2... tul lah IMU.... ooo lupa lak tajuk pun desktop and laptop..tp mengarut tentang portfolio... so now kat bilik ni ada laptop @lappy and desktop @dessy... (memandai bagi nama kat komputer orang.... laptop tak best gak sebenarnya .... kecik sangat skrin dia... desktop ni 20 inchi besar tv kat umah korang tu... best sikit... hehhehehe

miss u my baby

2010-01-17T08:56:00.002+08:00

mcm controversy jer kan tittle... actually aku miss blog aku... it is my soul and my love... acheh.... merapu ting tong pagi2 buta.... dah lama tak taip blog... hari2 buka lappy tapi tak der masa nak update blog... ni semua angkara 10 portfolio yang perlu disiapkan dan digilapkan in preparation for my exam... dag dig dug... this week wednesday and thursday kitorg kena gi interview SPA.... entah ler mintak2 lulus so tak yah nak sit 2-3 juta kali... buang masa jer... baik aku study benda lain.... before that selasa kitorg ada visit from LAN.... bosan tul.... sibuk jer nak datang... and as org2 yang terlebih penting and mempunyai senyuman ala2 penyambut tetamu, kitorg pun terpaksa ler bawak tour diorg keliling hospital... tp best gak pengalaman br... and then proceed ngn meeting with them... so basically that prof tu voice out la yang dia rasa 10 portfolio yang sangat2 detail yang kitorg buat ni sangat2 menusahkan and become a burden.... SETUJU.... bapak laaa... 10 portfolio buang 3/4 dr hidup aku sepanjang kat IMU... tambah2 awal2 tu kan aku guna komputer melekap kat bilik aku.... (desktop sebenarnya saja nak menyusahkan pembaca yang membaca tu pun kalo ada)... so tak dapat gak ler aku balik umah selalu... kadang2 bila dok depan komputer tu sampai rasa disc aku macam nak berlari2 kuar dari spine aku.... punya ler penat... tu belum kira lgi kalo case bapak punya susah... (actually case2 aku memang bapak kagum ler punya susah)..... contohnya thorn granuloma... case ni amat terkenal among my fren sebab aku adalah org pertama yg buat portfolio untuk menjahanamkan diri sendiri.... hahaha... entah ler.... bg aku, aku sangat2 enjoy this portfolio.... tp lagi happy and satisfied kalo dapat access journal ortho yang imu tak sanggup nak bayar tu.... sayang kan... so limitied gile aku punya info... rasa macam tak puas hati tang tu... tp hasilnya agak mengagumkan ler..... hehehehe... sebab first portfolio hantar takder pembetulan and one of the learning issue dapat good.... adoi pehal ler aku citer tentang mentang bender ni... mr tukar channel.... oklah dr tukar channel baik aku siapkan satu lg portfolio berhantu aku... babai...

startle to death

2010-01-02T19:55:00.003+08:00

2/1/2010 (cam ctk lak date ni patut pun ramai kawen... ) ... dua hari dlm thun bru dua kali aku terkejut... ni bukan terkejut sikit2 ni tahap jantung aku ischemia sekejap.... sapakah yang berjaya buat aku yang memang senang terkejut ni terkejut?... tidak lain dan tidak bukan pn aziah @housemate aku yang jalan tak berbunyi macm hantu tul... adoi... first time aku terkejut gajah masa kat dapur... aku ingat aku sorang jer yang tinggal kat umah as parents aku tapaukan food dr rumah... and i saw kereta farah kuar so serius hundred percent confirm that aku home alone... tp ngah aku sibuk2 basuh pinggan pas makan tubtub aku nampak kelibat kat belakang aku.. dengan terkejutnya aku pun toleh belakang.. masa tu jantung aku dah tergolek2 dah kat lantai dapur tu... fuh semangat... azi rupanya... (nilah angkara dok gelak karangan hantu ketuk pintu hari tu...hantu itu gembirakah ...jumpa cikgu) but in my context hantu itu terkejutkah... yup kitorg sama2 terkejut beruk... aku terkejut sebab tiba2 ada kelibat kat belakang aku... yang azi terkejut sebab aku terkejut... adoi.... second terkejut masa aku dalam bilik siap2 nak kuar gi carrefour... sambil tgk cermin aku ngh sibuk kira jerawat aku yang naik dalam masa sehari...(5 biji tu... hampeh ni mesti sebab mlm td tertido lupa nak cuci make up...) tiba2 pintu bilik aku diketuk...(uik sound like that esei jer) instead dlm esei tu aku membuka pintu... aku yer citer hantu itu membuka pintu.... hahahha sapakah hantu itu... yup hantu itu adalah azi yang turut terkejut sebab aku terkejut... ahahahahha.... azi ckp ketuk pintu aku terkejut.. tak bunyi pun aku terkejut... payah macm ni... agaknya dah kaya nanti aku kena buat rumah papan kot... so then bila org jalan sebatu aku dah dengar... hahahahhaa

happy new year

2010-01-01T14:15:00.002+08:00

keblurran and disorientated to time huzaifah hussin memang lah amat2 merisaukan... seriously this year adlah tahun di mana huzaifah hussin terlepas untuk sekurang2nya menjerit happy new year... or at least merewang kat bandar bp at new year night tengok2 mana tau ada celebration... hehehe.... reason why.... simple becoz i thought 1 january gonna be on sunday... hahhaha... pethathic.... so blur sampai around 3/4 a.m i woke up and saw pictures of jason, wayne, aun2 and the geng celebrate new year in the facebook... the album name is new year celebration... punya lah blur it didnt ring any bell in my small brain.. even i assumed that album was for christmas eve celbration... then went to sleep again... morning around 7.30 some1 (either farah or azi not very sure) turn on the television... then from MHI segment they showed two newly delivered baby at 1 a.m and another one a little bit late... the couples were very happy with the new family member... however again it didnt ring the bell yet... instead.. i spontaneously said that y dont they wait for another one day (as i thought new year gonna be tomorrow or the day after tomorrow)... and only after that i realized that something was not right.... so i asked farah what date is today... yup absolutely... today is new year 1/1/2010... hahahahhahahaha.....(melawak laa huzaifah)... so basically... i was not only left new year count down.. i also miss a very historical lunar eclipse which also occur 1/1/2010 at 1 a.m..... gosh....

holiday is over

2009-12-30T11:24:00.002+08:00

dah habis dah? terbangak jap... time to come back to IMU mental and physical... on last saturday i had my first weddng marathon eventhough actually tak semarathon mana pun... but honestly the only wedding ceremony that i went so far was yusry's wedding.. tu pun becoz same taman with me and he came to my house to sent the invitation card. actually i supposed to go to hairazi's wedding ceremony where many of my Maahad fren came to the event... however it occur simultaneously with ali and shikin's wedding... do i regret came to their wedding instead went to hairazi's wedding? not at all... at least in ali and shikin wedding we were most welcomed... prior to that, we went to shafiq and kak chombi's wedding...but kinda not enjoyed it as we know none of them.. (we represent me and my sister)..... only then we went to ali and shikin wedding.. sorry guys, i should go straight to ur ceremony instead went to somewhere else.. hehehehee...... and guess what this week i will go to another wedding ceremony... my ex room mate mastura mokhtar with ex kisasian juga... hahahha... ramai tul jodoh ngn kawan sekolah kan.... klah next time je la aku pot pet pot pet...ngh wait for farah to go lunch....(farah ditinggalkan oleh ali la ni..hahhah)

movies before holiday trip

2009-12-25T08:22:00.006+08:00

OMG.... after watching jang geun suk in you r beautiful, i wonder how he acts before this in other movies... then my beloved mr google gave me a list of the movies that he acted before.... and the first movie that i watched yesterday was do re mi fa so la ti do or also known as do re mi fa so la si do (i dont know if there is specific meaning that changed ti do to si do... )... that movie was the first movie (i mean korean movie) that i felt in love to the hero instead of the co-actor... congratulation jang guek sun.... you are my hero....the story was about....

Jung-won wears a funny dragon suit, while working at the amusement park, and pours soda on Eun-gyu, because of his taunts.A short while later, Jung-won finds out that Eun-gyu has moved into the house next to hers. Eun-gyu now threatens to tell Jung-won’s parents that she works part time at a local mart. To keep Eun-gyu quiet, Jung-won agrees to carry his guitar for a week.Jung-won then starts to develop feelings for Eun-gyu, who is the lead singer of a band called Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti Do. Eun-gyu also starts to develop similar feelings for Jung-won. The two soon become a couple.With an odd twist of fate, Jung-won went to the band's rehearsal room and meets a familiar person from her past, a boy named Hee-won. Their relationship makes everything more complicated. 10 years ago, Jung-won and Hee-won were close friends, but because of a personal matter, they stopped talking to each other completely. Jung-won is now surprised to learn that her ex-close friend is now best friends with her boyfriend. Hee-won admits that he still likes his best friend and he wants her back. Now Jung-won is torn between her friendship with He-won and her love of Eun-gyu.

this story was awesome.. especially when eun-gyu left them to be a recording artist. you should watch the part where he left Jung-Won in his last concert at his hometown before moving... deep inside his heart, he hope that Jung-Won would hold him back n they remain together but it didnt happen as Jung-Won had promised to Hee-Won that she would be in his side until he could stand by himself... without realizing that Eun-Gyu totally crash and hurt.however, he involved in accident which become a good reason for him to forget bout jung-won and his past... then come that sad part when Jung-Won helped him to recall their past.... with help of Hee-Won who willingly to leet her go after realized that both of those couple were meant to be together, they held a concert which totally same like before and repeated the event again... the event that broke Eun-Gyu apart.... actually this last paragraph came from my own feeling so if u couldnt find it at wikipedia plzz dont get angry to my mr google k...

next story i watched was baby and me... of course the lead actor was my beloved jang geun suk.... no co-actor... but there was a cute, brilliant girl which is lead actress..... my opinion... i think every teenage should watch this movie... simple but has a message about parenthood.... here is the sinopsis of the story by mr wiki

"Baby and I" is a straight up comedy centered around, Joon-soo (Jang Geun-suk), becoming a student father. Han Jun-su is a tough 18 year old high school kid that loves to cause trouble. He often gets in gang fights, once with 17 other guys, but always comes out as the victor. Then one day Jun-su's parents have decided to go out of town as a way of discipline to their rebellious son. Instead of feeling terrible and lonesome, a party is called over their mansion. He goes shopping and comes upon an unexpected surprise- A little toddler sitting in a shopping basket wearing the name tag "Han Wooram" and points to Joon-soo as his father! Still puzzled, he takes the baby home and thereon starts his adventures in trying to be the best father he could become.

my opinion is... U MUST WATCH THIS MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!! hahhahahha...... no regret after watched this movie... especially when he knew that bby belongs to his fren who has financial problem.. he giving up the baby back to his father but inside, again my poor jang geuk sun was hurt... (should i go to comfort him?....

cuti 3 hari

2009-12-24T14:31:00.002+08:00

apa yerk aku nak start my blog with? hmmm.... mcm dah biasa guna... so aku start with that phrase ler which always in my mind tp hari ni aku taip kuar... adoi.... tiga hari cuti... actually other my batch mate dapat 4 hari which include today tp kitorg yg extra special ni dapat 3 hari jer.... sedih gak ler.... so basically in three days holiday ni kira dah penuh laa ngn segala macam plan... just sama ada terlaksana atau tak...tomorrow, insya Allah aku kena blk kl... my parent dah bertapa kat sana dah dekat seminggu nasib baik bawa siti kalo tak mati kutu bapa aku kalo naik mayang.... sapakah siti atau mayang itu?... hahahha aku panggil keta ayah aku siti @ mak cik siti .... (mak siti sebelah umah tersedak2 kah kamu?;p) and mayang tu mayang sari bas leer..... so memandangkan ayah aku tak leh drive jauh so aku kena ler jadi driver tak bertauliah dia... ayah aku ni sebenarnya jantung die tak der ler teruk sgt... fyi ayah aku ada chronic rheumatic heart disease...check sunflower (lesaur namanya tp tiba kat kitorg jadi sunflower jer) what this disease all about... beside that ayah aku ada congestive cardiac failure lak... nasib baik takder failure to thrive heheheheh..... tp every time ayah aku drive long distance dia akan ada panic attack... maybe sebab dulu first time dia kena acute myocardiac infarction he was driving actually.... (banyak yer medic term rasa macam nak termuntah lak)..... so biasanya kitorg ler yang bawak kereta die... nasib baik ler ayah aku tak bawak merc ker kereta mewah2 kalo tak sumpah memang tahap driver jer la aku ni... then sabtu gi majlis kenduri sana sini... majlis kak chombi and majlis shikin and ali.... hadiah? tak tahu ler tengok ler apa yg depa beli aku share jer.... and ahad kitorg balik jhr balik.... hopefully in this 3 days at least aku dapat gi swimming sekali..... Ya Allah... rindu sangat nak bergolek2 dalam air... hmmm tak tahu ler sama ada aku boleh buat freestyle or not.... ni semua angkara batu pahat bumi bertuah yang takder swimming pool yang menyapai piawai... rindunya swimming pool paroi... ingat time2 nak exam aku ngn nabia buat 10 laps (kalo pergi balik kira 20 laps ler) tp laa ni kalo suruh aku berenang agaknya satu lap pun dah tahap gugur jantung.... rindu rindu rindu........ n dlm masa aku nak gi kl ni laptop aku yang baru jer mlm td terhempas dari atas meja pun aku kena bawak.... kang merajuk lak si lappy ni.... sorry guys aku memang rajin bagi nama barang2 aku... dari teddy bear aku sampai ler certain2 brg aku like car and lappy ni.... kereta aku ada dua nama cici or binbin.... cici from kancil, binbin from mr bean sbb accessory kereta aku byk mr bean...tp kakak aku bg nama jerry kat kereta aku sebb nama kereta dia tom.... pepun... layan

you r beautiful

2009-12-22T16:53:00.004+08:00

yeah... at last aku khatam tengok citer ni... haha... 16 episod.... n one word tht convey my feeling.... superb,..... seriously? no lah... mayb becoz jln citer die simple.... org jahat die tak der ler thp nk kena mkn tempeleng or terajang.... just ok-ok jer..... so citer ni blh dikatakan very simple n sweet.... seronok tgk citer ni.... so blh2 ler try tgk kt you tube.... ada english subbed so takder ler korang terbangak2 tak paham kn.... n la ni aku tgk the making of tht series... haha... tah perper.... kira ni mcm bls dendam ler laptop lama menghilang..... dlm citer ni my fav mestilah kang shin woo.... (aku mmg selalu suka kt 2nd hero..... always)... aku rasa aku mmg pelik ler... x pernh nyer aku suka main actor... pelakon pembantu gak yg berjaya merebut hati ini(acheh...layan jela).... aku rasa kan kesian kat pelakon pembantu bayangkan they really honest in their love tp tak dapat...sedih sedih..(ni citer bender lak ni? confuse)... nak tahu lebih lanjut bout this gorgeous man? gi tanya mr google... our mr Baha's best fren..... what ever pun he is so hensem....

projek kampung angkat

2009-12-20T15:42:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah... berakhir gak projek kampung angkat kitorang... wah lega sangat2.... aku sebagai orang perantara antara dua negara... kampung simpang enam ngn imu student... penat? hmmm sangat2... tp dpt gak ler jamu mata..septh kata Farah... enggang sama enggang pipit ngn pipit mn leh terbang bersama2... haha...(actually tt pepatah aku yg ckp)..... grateful sangat2 ngn org kg burham... they are tremendously superb.... tak byk kitorg tlg tp hasilnya Subhanallah.... thanks guys..(sadly the probability they read my blog is...0% haha....).... my batch..? hmmmm seriously very thnkful tt some of us gave full co-operation.... but some of us really challenge my patient... hmmm... tak pasal2 huzaifah nak angkat middle finger to that person.... yang cause me trouble... hahhaha......wawawa... hidung dah berhingus balik... tekak dah sakit balik.... my mom's birthday today... and i wished her in bm... selamat hari jadi and she replied it... happy birthday to mak... hhahahha.... nak jugak tu... at least something make me laugh at this moment.... hahahaah......penat....

perangai syaitan

2009-11-23T13:53:00.003+08:00

adoi... bahasa kureng indah lak.... hmm perangai syaitan ni dikatakan perangai yang paling buruk di dunia di mna bila anda berperangai syaitan korang kenalah bermuhasabah diri... walaupun korang tak nak muhasbah... (hahhahahaha... tak repent betul minah ni)...... sometimes aku rasa berperangai syaitan ini, lagi elok dari orang yang dok buzy body hal orang lain.... hmmm.... kadang2 perangai syaitan yang orang tak senang ni menyebabkan korang diisolasikan... (guys mengisolasikan diri anda juga adalah perangai syaitan yang tak diterima oleh masyarakat yang sempurna...ingat2 ler sendiri).... people always said tentang tolerasi... basically... ni mmg lari dari topic perangai syaitan tadi tu ler.... memang kalo korang tak leh berbaik ngn semua orang korang rasa mesti something somewhere in u.... so secara jujurnya aku admit aku memang berperangai syaitan and tak bertolerasi.... mmg undeniable..(some people might jump upto sky happy listen my confession right...adoi)..... tp mesti ada sebab aku buat hal aku kan.... contohnya instead of anger... rasa sedih ker or rasa terkilan aku ker.... so people mmg takkan faham..... entah ler do i care?.. in dream..... hahaha.... memandangkan blog aku ni private so kalo aku melucah pun orang tak tahu... hahahahah suka2.... lagi2 facebook pun dah terdeactivate... (huzaifah ni merajuk bangat ker?.... spam mail u really make the scenario look even worst....)..... entah ler... macam aku explain sebelum ni... aku tak marah.... ( aku... just sedih... sedih ler bangang... then takkan ler aku nak maafkan orang kalo aku tak rasa marah...) hish confuse...confuse.... entah aku kalo maafkan orang aku tak canang satu kampung yang aku dah maafkan orang... and perangai pelik aku kalo aku dah sedih... kecil hati ngn org aku tend not to eat together( adoi ni ler perangai syaitan yang makin menjahanamkan aku)...... entah ler... perlukah aku memikirkan semua ni....? aku nak lepak dulu kat umah kandung aku... kecewa ngn orang yg judge aku... blh tak instead judge aku... put urself in my shoes... kena tengking kat khalayak ramai especially infront of ur fren and felt guilty spoil the situation will give u a lesson... lesson not to mix with certain people.... aku taknak terhutang budi.. kang kalo terhutang budi gaduh lagi kan tak best tu..... (hate those who judge me...go to hell)...

nothing to do

2009-11-22T00:06:00.003+08:00

actually aku baru jer terlelap atas meja while reading nelson..aduhai..macam mn nak ambil paed ni.. so aku buka blog lama aku kat friendster and went through my blog.. not all laa.. boleh ting tong aku baca semua... just a few months yang mana aku berada dalam emosi yang kurang stabil hehehee... honestly kagum gak tengok blog sendiri..(kalo aku tak kagum sendiri sapa lagi?) heheeh (alamak dok bersin jer dari semalam nak kena fever ker?).... blog aku bukan lah satu blog dimana semua orang nak baca... blog aku hanya buah fikiran aku di masa itu di tika itu...(acheh...agogo....)... people out there sometimes tulis cerita cinta tahap boleh buat novel cinta... aku? ... aku lak citer ttg diri aku... pendapat aku... and any interesting incident yang berlaku... masa baca certain2 previous post tu... tak sangka aku ada tulis tentang riefhana and paling kelakar tentang insan yang amat tak penting dalam hidup aku Dayangku Norfadziana (tp kat blog tu aku eja salah lor...)... kelakar kan... insan2 depan mata aku... taklak aku cerita...(takut kena band kot..adoi).... sejak sekolah rendah writing stupid2 thing like journal, esei and cerpen memang favourite aku.... started masa sekolah rendah.. nak naik darajh enam kitorang diberi homework..30 karangan and submit masa naik darjah enam... tak sampai 30 hari aku dah siap dah 30 karangan aku... biasanya karangan aku berbentuk cerita ringkas... nak buat macam mn kaki kelentong...form 2 masa tu musim budak2 ni buat novel (serius tebal kalah bapak novel diorang buat..siap binding lagi... macam manuskrip tu) aku just meneruskan hobi aku menulis cerpen... bagi aku novel ni terlalu rumit ... cerpen..pendek... kadang2 punyalah sentul aku wrote under bed... actually bawah katil sebab ada insan yang macam bangang tidur kat katil aku... and my class mate and room mate akan baca buku cerpen aku and comment... aku have no idea mana aku dapat idea menulis and keep on menulis... cerita yang berbeza2... and biasanya bahasa yang aku gunakan ringan dan mudah difahami...(konon nak jadi macam ahadiat akashah).. kat KISAS lak.. kitorang kena buat journal.. and one of my journal was bout garbage collector...(masa tu english teacher aku yang tanda tu mesti rasa macam nak ketawa guling2)...korang nak tahu y aku tulis bout those guys..? simple sebab masa tu aku duduk tepi tingkat so most of the days aku nampak diorang datang...kagum tengok diorang yang berusaha bersungguh2 to keep our earth clean... masa form 5...paling terharu.. cerpen aku dimasukkan dalam nadwah punya risalah first edisi tu.... tapi aku tak hantar untuk majalah sekolah sebab diorang prefer hantar pantun bout us kot... aku pun tak sure sangat...yang paling kelakar...? SPM exam english paper... aku ingat lagi aku buat sambung cerita... tentang kembar yang terpisah sebab parents divorce... diorang sangat rindu each other... one passed away due to chronic disease and aku end up cerita tu ngn the the other girl started to have blurry vision and know that it now her turn...part yang kelakarnya..aku siap sebak2 menulis citer ni, tahap cipan feeling... sebab tergopoh gapah aky tak check grammer.. tp Alhamdulillah GCE-O aku dPT B3.. sedangkan kawan aku yang mengajar aku GCE-O B4 heheheh.... aku stop menulis sejak masuk matrik kot... and only started blogging masa tahun 1 kat imu.... seriously.. aku bukannya terror pun menulis... sekadar menconteng apa yang aku nak... contohnya mcm ni... panjang jela tapi hampeh.... honestly.. aku rindu sangat nak tulis cerpen.,... tak tahu sama ada aku boleh menulis lagi ke tak....

Semifinal AJL 2009

2009-11-21T22:35:00.002+08:00

honestly i m not the one who is very enthu bab-bab hiburan ni... and i only know that now is AJL season when farah watched (partially sleeping) the show last friday... how pethatic i m.. haha...(empty can huhu)...and when i sign in my facebook i noticed shout out ebil about shila sang faizal tahir's song bencinta so badly... (my ayah will kill him if he know that Faizal Tahir screwed up Bahasa Melayu.. no such thing bencinta in kamus dewan bahasa)... so i m very excited waiting some1 uploading the video in the you tube... so now ... ultimately some1 who is generous enough upload the video... so from my limited edition knowledge of music's point of view... it is reallt2 totally suck.... luckily this song succesfully enter final AjL.. of coz not becoz of this unmatured singer..(fuyo umnatured tu... bravo iefa).... so what is moral of the story? simple loh.... take care of ur health so that u can attend ur most important and memorable event.... (dedicate kusus untuk insan bernama Faizal Tahir..ahaks)

delicious, cheap dinner

2009-11-19T21:08:00.002+08:00

yup... at last after months moving back to batu pahat, leaving the most memorable seremban, we managed to eat delicious but very cheap dinner which cost eRM12.30 per person...consisted of ikan siakap tiga rasa (quite big, sufficient to eat for 4 people), tomyam for two people (very tasty and for me the quantity is almost like 3 people tomyam at other place..too exagarate is it?)... telur bungkus and kailan ikan masin( with the mountain quantity it almost look like we mentekedarah the vege... it was really large amount).. and three plates of rices...(share 4 people)... in seremban we really enjoy sharing food like this at man tom yam and kedai sesat... at man tom yam basically there was no 'fishing activity' so we replaced ikan tiga rasa with ayam or udang tepung... and it usually cost us around RM13-15 each.. (udang usually we pay separate as it was quite expensive....if at kedai sesat (i'm not sure who started to call the restaurant as kedai sesat)... we had a very adventourous activity..yup fishing activity... haha... not really fishing actually, we pick any fish we want.. the fishes were put inside a sampan so we have to gali the ice and other fish to get the perfect size of fish which affordble for us... for me the fishes were not really fresh compared to fishes that u can find in Johor... but still.... it was delicous as the cook, cooked it properly... in Batu pahat we tried once at rosalinda restaurant... we ordered almost the same menu (typical menu than u can quantified the standard isnt it heheheheheh)... and it cost us RM90+... serius not joking... the ikan tiga rasa (no fishing activity, just order verbally), cost us RM50 which the same price that we pay for all our food today.. so damn expensive... the taste? it was not cooked properly.. there still fishy smell.. and i was kinda surprised with the fish quality as batu pahat is very famous with not so bad fresh fish..(not so bad as comparing to Rengit...) but the fish that we ate that day more like a plastic fish... tasteless, fishy smell...just imagine whether worthy for the price or not... but today... we really satisfied with the food and price..so can eat again next time... hehehehe

something is not right

2009-11-18T22:42:00.002+08:00

really feel that something is not right today.. y?
because unpredictable now i m listening to siti nurhaliza's song which was given by farah @ nur long time ago... i never managed to listen to her music because i dont really like her personality... hmm m i at the death's door or in malay we call buang tebiat? maybe.. haha... OMG what is this song.. endang-endong... bulan purnama mengolak cinta.. bla. bla... endang-endong2x sayang... what ever.. dont really know meaning of endang-endong... only like the part endang-endong si endang-endong..endang endong di nusantara endang-endong lagu keroncong.. endang-endong diberi nama... endang-endong si endang-endong,endang endong si rumpun bangsa..endang-endong rentak keroncong... mari berdendang ragam pusaka... berendang-endong serumpun bangsa... si endang endong ragam pusaka hehehe
have no mood today.. endang-endong

hatred

2009-11-17T19:40:00.004+08:00

adoi... bunyi title mmg menghatredkan (sorry ayah i spoilt my bahasa melayu.. haha).... i dont know why, but i started to hate my self, friends (not all...only certain...), my passionate in medic, and lot more... it all started this monday when something haapened... (some people know it) since then i feel the feeling of hatred of those guys... i dont care anymore what they thought bout me...(should i say go to hell?..hmmm too harsh isnt it....?) i dont care if my precious secret is going to be revealed by one of my fren.... the point here is.... i dont know why i couldnt stand with them anymore.... now, every second and every breath i took.. i just wish that i can be at home and sleep..(huih?...hahahaha)... i hope i m not in a situation what we call depression as my compliance to medication is suck... sometimes i wanna yell at them... like what i did to andre... hahahaha (sorry andre but the keling word is not acceptable internationally.. gadis india is still can lor.. and actually even with andre previously i didnt really yell but i used harsh word...slumber bapak ko... gosh)... different from other person... i m not someone who can make stupid2 joke and laugh together.... but i tried very hard to change myself... i noticed that i accept the india girl very calmly playing around with it and happy with it...people might think alaa it is only simple thing... but honestly, it is not.. to achieve that stage i really have to learn to accept joke... so when they make fun of me i try to accept it... but for keling word.. seriosly i cant accept it.. and i believe that other people also the same... it is more like insulting people instead of making a joke.. and day after day.. i just accept most of what my friend said as a joke... how should i describe that it is very difficult for me to change... maybe u can ask my beloved mother who is huzaifah... she knows me better than i m... (i learn who i am , my attitude, behaviour from her)... but as something **** happened on monday when some1 directly sound me... so i know... i cant pretend or force my self to be some1 else although it is a better one... very said that my apologize was not accepted (guys seroisly huzaifah is not a person who can apologize when she really make mistake among her fren... hidung tinggi minah ni)... so go to hell of other people... i would never tolerate to joke anymore... so guys sorry but this is what u ask.... and as no one will read this stupid blog... i just wanna say f*** u to who ever think he/she is superior....

let's investigate Michael Jackson

2009-11-09T20:44:00.003+08:00

haha.. i really love the tittle... maybe after watching pisau cukur the movie i started wanna be a private investigator... hahahah just kidding dowh... last weekend i watched oprah show talking bout Michael jackson... basically they showed the interview with Michael jackson a few months before he was accused with sexual abuse case.(1993 if i not mistaken).. so it was ages ago... meanwhile, oprah commented about the interview... her opinion about certain2 part of the interview... it was really interesting... i dont know maybe becaUSE i never try to know the man named Michael Jackson before.... it was an eye opener for me... huh? i meant from that one to two hours show it really revealed who is Michael Jackson... especially when MJ talked bout his father... he claimed that his father was so damn strict and sometimes beat up him... and the end of his sentences he kept apologized to his father by saying.. sorry joseph, plzz dont get angry... not once but few times... like what oprah said, we can see how terrified he was at that moment eventhough he was called as king of pop... scared to death of his father... the feeling was different when they talked about changing of skin colour... so he did mention about skin problem that changed his skin complexion... .. so i browsed to mr google (mr Baha's fav searching engine)... so i found that he got vitiligo... and there were also few pictures of him before he went for depigmentation of the skin... maybe it was true that he had vitiligo which lead him to have inferior complex... then he decided for depigmentation of the skin eventhough he denied this part.... but as an entertainer to have vitiligo is a curse... ur skin defect would be the head line in all the news paper instead of ur career... people would look at u with different reaction.. disgust... it looked like u have leprosy... then in his context (if it was true that he had vitiligo) then depigmentation was the best decision for him... eventhough most people live happily ever after with this disease.... however.. my statement didnt mean that i also support the operation done for his nose and chin... these two things absolutely different context... ignore this part k.. he passed away already... better not talking something bad... lastly.. i found out that when he passed away, he was bald, very thin 80 pound or more not very sure and the gastric contents only pills.. so guys.. dont u think that this guy suffered a lot mentally and physically when he alive? pity him... he didnt really enjoy the king of pop title.. he lost his identity... childhood life (that one he build neverland which ultimately he had to sell it), his happiness.. and until his last breath he still could not be himself... may Allah bless him

scramble egg

2009-11-08T02:09:00.002+08:00

uik tajuk macam marvellous... hmmm that tittle jer yang come across my mind malam2 buta buti ni...ops actually early morning.... dah lama tak menjahanamkan blog sendiri... basically dah dekat 1 weeks lebih kot... last post was bout the hotel room service... past tu aku memang takder mood langsung nak menaip... memandngkan tajuk blog ni scramble egg.. mean aku punya citer pun macam scramble egg.... firstly i wanna share my feel... giving up rehab my favourite subject... lets think... m i really into rehab or ortho? dont know... u know... what my ambition is to be a cardiologist eventhough in musculoskeletal posting i scored better than cvs posting... and since when i started to fall in love to ortho... since prof harwant taught me how interesting ortho can be... tp now aku sendiri tak tahu mana knowledge aku bout ortho..n all common sense doenst make sense at all for me... my common sense skill totally abolish... seem like it dissappeared.... hmmm sorry yer my though kala ni tak betul lagi.. so campur2 mcm scramble egg... so i havent make my mind to choose ortho or cardio as my master later... lets it go with the flow... mana ler tahu tub tub aku pilih gynae as my subspecialize... (uik kena puji ngn datuk Siva tu masa final exam sem 9 kembang kembang hehehehe)... but i dont know... sometimes i just wanna choose something else as my profesion.... jadi gym trainer ker... peper la selain medic line... jadi penternak lembu berjaya pun ok gak..... entah ler.... aku have no idea... now prepare for exam pun tak tahu... uik per kah yang berlaku kepada bahasa melayu ku... kelihatannya ia tunggang langgang sama sekali.... serius.. at this moment otakku serabut serabit... giving up rehab... tgk muka macam cool jer... but actually when i giving up this it seem like separated from half of my soul...( uik metafora or hyperbola?).... only becoz of a person... a makcik yang aku rasa have severe anger state of depression... make me think that rehab isnt my line... no no no... now what should i be then..(adoi td kata biar it follow the flow... now start think back).... nak jadi stewardess adoi tak cukup ctk n hot... nak jadi per yer.. asal jangan jual nasi lemak tepi jalan ya udah...
chnage topic ler bosan... hmm now try to loss weight bout 7 kg... cheh semakin bersmangat akibat bondaku yang tak percaya i will become thinner like i used before...(aku sangat kurus masa aku menengah rendah sebab aku sangat aktif).. honestly aku rasa metabolic rate aku currently memang amat rendah... masa dulu aku boleh kurang 3-4 kilo within a week without working so damn hard like this... adoi.... dah tua nampaknyer... hmmm and when i m 30 kalo aku tak jaga pemakanan sihat nampaknyer aku akan end up doing liposuction by the age of 35...hahahaha... kuang kuang kuang.......
next topic.... (dah bosan ler tu) ... marriage? hmmm depa dok talking bout this topic recently... semua orang tahu kan yang aku tak berapa minat untuk settle down... hmm semua orang think that aku ni bla bla bla bla bla... actally tak der sapa tahu per yang kat dalam otak aku ni... hmmm... so korang tak yah ler judge aku.... kejap nak kawen kejap tak nak... marriage... semua orang nak kawen tu kan naluri... tp certain thing in life tak memudahkan kite untuk buat semua ni.... kadang2 ada halangan yang hanya kita yang tahu... the rest tak namapk and tak lihat... so guys korang boleh ingat yang aku tak bersedia for settle down sebab aku kejar impian aku.. hmm actually tu bukan menjadi masalah besar.... there is somthing else yang menjadi batu penghalang yang aku sendiri tak terucap... and to get the answer for it? (jangan harap ... biar pecah pewut aku... i will not let other people know)... hahahahhaaha....(bunyi macam aku mandul jer... huh? adakah aku mandul....question mark)
next... dont wanna talk more that topic.. oooo..... movie pisau cukur yang kitorang tengok sesama malay girls... (eventhough aku kat bt pahat ni tak diiktiraf as malay).... hmmm that movie... memang cukup menarik.... tapi citer dia macam fairy tale separuh... tapi fairy tales tu di sampaikan dengan cara yang sempoi and menarik... really like when in fazura's mind all brand come out... oh dior instead of dear... oh my l.v.(always fail to pronounce this brand forever).. oh my gucci... oh my prada and etc... marvellous love it... nak buat gak lak... but after this change it into anatomy... oh my psoas major.. oh my hamstring... oh my rectus femoris... huhuhu... marvellous.... a good idea to remmber anatomy...ahahahhahah........ oh ya... really fall in love with sahredza minhat the actor yang berlakon as faqir yang totally not fakir at all.... (what is faqir mean in arabic?)... oh my humerus... he is totally hot... horgeous...naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... he is cute actually.... comel.... from his blog (oh my ulna... aku dah jadi stalker ker?).. he is 29 y.o... dont know la betul ker tak.... and cari dalam facebook tak der pun mamat ni.... tak tahu la if he use redza as his nick... tak pernah nak bersungguh2 try... tapi from mr google... actualy mamat ni kiraya seorang writer and poet... really ker yang latter tu? he is a writer.... penulis skrip teater... and he does involve in theater... banyak gak ler blog2 yang aku redah citer bout him acted in theater.... and korang kalo gi dalam mr redza ni... tak banyak bender die taip.... hmmm takder masa kot....
hmmm... oklah that my scramble egg.... esok lusa bila aku free and ada idea aku prepare for korang rojak mamak ker.... perperlaaa...(L award for lame joke in this pagi-pagi buta)

hotel room service

2009-10-24T08:11:00.002+08:00

have u ever heart this song by pitbull? seriusly the SONG/BEAT was awesome... however when u listen carefully the lyric... gosh it is so pervert and nasty....

I want everybody to stop what they're doing.

Now if you know you're with somebody you're gonna take the hotel room tonight,

make some noise...

Meet me at the hotel room [x4]

Forget about your boyfriend

and meet me at the hotel room,

you can bring your girlfriends

and meet me at the hotel room. [x2]

We at the hotel, motel, holiday inn. [x4]

2and the O, 1 in the eye, that kinkee skull, you nasty, but I like your type and like T-ass, whatever you like. Bring your girls, whatever the night, your man just left, i'm the plump of the night, let me check your pipes, oh, you're the healthy type. Well, here goes some egg whites.

Now gimme that sweet, that nasty goochi stuff, let me tell you what we gon' do. 2 + 2, i'm gonna undress you. Then we're gonna go 3 and 3 you gon' undress me. Then we're gon' go 4 and 4, we gon' freak some more, but first!

[Chorus]

after party in hotel lobby,then we off to the room like room,with the grills in yo mouth trippin up yo blouse,and pull that g-sting down south uuu OK shawty, 1's company, 2's a crowd, and 3's a party. A girl ain't with it, I got somebody, in my nature she's naughty. Now gimme that sweet, that nasty goochi stuff. Ima tell you what we gon' do, 2 + 2, i'm gon' undress you. Then we gon' go 3 and 3, you gon' undress me. Then we gonna go 4 and 4, we gon' freak some more! But firstly...

[Chorus]

seriusly it too pervert... so anyone who have idea where i can get the minus one (of coz i dont need the freaking nasty lyric) plzz tell me... love this disco song...

rindunya

2009-10-24T07:19:00.002+08:00

yup.. lama gila aku tak memblogging... komputer aku memang 24-hours on.. tp aku sibuk ngan portfolio or menidurkan diri when have time... tidur? hmmm in this 2 weeks aku really dont have enough sleep... portfolio surgery and ortho really killing me... especially ortho... i will be the first one who write that topic in IMU... pilot portfolio ni... until now eventhough i had submitted it my brain still working the best learning issues for my portfolio... everyone asked me to change the topic to something easier and and common.. but i still with my decision... sampai bila nak buat benda senang... and if i have to do my research later... it will be my topic hahahah... acheh.... palm oil thorn granuloma... hahaha.... people really laugh at me when i mention this diagnosis... apa kebendanya... and i also need one weeks to partially understand what it is all about.. and still i m not statified as not many information that i can gather bout this topic... really hope that i can do something bout it... balik rengit..? hmm have to wain rain stop... too lazy to drive in rain... dgn sikap aku yang tak reti bawa kereta slow2 dont think that i can reach home safely hahahaha...

communication skill

2009-10-16T20:01:00.002+08:00

every single day i learn a new thing.. or practising something that i learned before... contohnya hari ni.... do i ever tell u guys bout my patient that i gonna use as my portfolio write up?.. maybe only among my housemates... this 59 , chinese , diagnosed with rectal carcinoma.. undergone panproctocoloectomy with ileostomy... when i first saw him.. i accidently made him burst into tears when i asked 1 stupid question..which was ...'uncle sorang je ke kat sini? family kat mn..? actually this guy is a bachelor... he stays with his old mother and schizo brother... so basically he is a very important person in this family... 2nd time i saw him cried when i asked about something which i couldnt remember what was it... and everytime during surgeon or mo ward round he always said that why dont we let him die rather than live with the stoma bag... it really make me feel uneasy.. didnt the surgeon discuss bout the procedure, the stoma bag and risks prior to the operation?... so today i saw him lying on the bed and staring blankly to the ceiling like usual.... actually from early in the morning i had set my mind that i gonna sit with him today and explore his concern and feeling... so today i saw him in his best condition ever... so we had a chit chat... so the contains... i dont think i wanna share with every one... but i was really happy when he thanked me as i told him the truth instead of hiding something that he should know... so as the conclusion here... as a doctor or future doctor..., remember that patient has their right to know their condition... sometimes a few phrases which we think very stupid and useless are very meaningful to them... actually this is my first experience doing this thing in real people... yup at imu bj we had 'sp' but it is really different... in real life, empathy is not something that u can get easily...is totally need us to open our heart and feel how the feel.... put urself in patient's shoes... as long as u dont share their shoes (stinky tu... ahahahha)..... hopefully i can help more and more people in need...

triple A

2009-10-14T20:07:00.002+08:00

wanna share u a story about an old man who has BPH and was admitted due to sepsisaemia due to UTI... on admission we found that he also has triple A size 7cm diameter... oh my god, basically he is a time bomb... and after days staying in the ward and was delirious... today, he was in his best condition ever... he was orientated to time, person and place... he also can eat butter scotch bread, and had a walk with his loyal daughter who looked after him throughout his admission... i still remember how excited he was when he got his walking frame until he couldnt wait the nurses for a new sarong as the one he wore before was dirty... we were very happy for him as he was really recovered...
after lunch, we went to sopd to join the breast clinic. so around 4.30 p.m i went to the ward to check my patient progression... guest what...? while i was flipping the file of my patient, wayne came to me and told me that that patient was felt or faint down..(I M NOT SURE WHICH ONE) then i said oh ok felt/faint down not passed away right... and this was his answered... he felt down and now he passed away... oh my god... i was really shocked with the news... and a few minutes later sheau yng and the rest came to the ward and we were discussing bout this uncle... we totally shocked as he was in his best today but suddenly he passed away... doctors thought he might had a heart attack or maybe due to rupture of triple A... the most probably answer was rupture of triple A as before he passed away they noticed his bp was crushing down,,,,and they couldnt find the reason....
there is a quote represent this uncle condition however i couldnt remember what it is... but trust me, we especially my subgroup and wayne will remember him forever...

my parents

2009-10-11T18:49:00.003+08:00

hmm... this week my parents are going to Kuala Lumpur, so it means that no free lunch or dinner... haha... and most probably i have to go back to rengit when free as no one who can b trusted to look after my blind and partially demented granny.... hmmm even when my mother busy packing her and my father's luggages my granny kept on asking who is gonna stay with them.. is my uncle will come... or my auntie will accompany her.... that true... throughout these years i think my mother takes almost 95% responsibility to look after my granny eventhough in Islam the obligation supposed on the sons... however, i think no one would rather to stay at kampung, where no shopping complex, water park, recreation park or what ever entertainment.... while my mother, who left home when she was 13 year old to town (eventhough only bt pahat and muar) decided to come back to her village and settle down there.... i absolutely agree that my mother is blessed to marry my dad who look after my granny like his own mother... even, my father decided to move to a village which is totally different from his... moreover, with all black magic and hatred that my father got as a consequences staying in my mom's hometown, my father never ever requested us to move back to town although basically he has his own land and house at peserai....

sometimes it across my mind.. no wonder people nowadays do not want to look after their parents when their parents turn old... of course it is really a big responsibility and hard work... especially when they become demented... serious... i know how it feels,. when i was small, my granny is totally different from what she is now... previously she could do gardening and she also has chickens in a small house like cage at our backyard...really amazing when i remembered in her 70'2 and blind on her left eye if i m not mistaken..she could do all the housework.. even washing the drain eventhough after that my mom would nag to her.. hahaha......we slept together on a queen size bed.. sometimes 4 of us... and she would tell us old historican story as bed time story... day by day, she getting older and older... then she started to forget most of the thing... throw tantrum... throwing food if she doesnt like it.. and her functioning eyes also become blind.... since then she started to spent most of her time in her room... she never ever watching tv together with us anymore.. still remember when she would laid the 'toto' in front of the tv and we watched soap drama together... but now she only went out of her room to eat, to take soem fresh air(once in a blue moon).. and when there are relatives that pay us a visit... yup.... my granny is getting older and older... in her age now (95 y.o)... she is totally a new person for me... but yup... inside there i still can see my previous lovely granny...

a bad thursday

2009-10-08T12:34:00.003+08:00

hmmm really not a good day for me... today one of my cousin passed away... if i m not mistaken it is due to brain tumour or something about brain... i didnt check properly.... however, basically prior to this she was on peritoneal dialysis... so... AL-fatihah for her... may ALLah bless her... so as my father asked me to give her a visit, so i left my ward round, half way through... when i arrived back the ward round finished... so i decided to sit at the kakitangan room and copy down all my patient's detail in the clerking sheet... and seriously i didnt notice that dr Kathi came and gave us a spot check... god... and unfortunately... aun aun and wayne also didnt in the ward as they were hunting for gynae case... so basically... the one who missing in action was me... immediately after the got her phone call i went out from the ward and lookong for him... however he was not there.... a few minutes later wayne and aun aun came and we were really2 hopeless.. and guest what they stumbled upon him when the on the way to hospital... oh my god... on my behalf... i was so sad as all my effort..coming early, join the ward round... and do all the job so that i didnt get into trouble become useless again... always when something happened and i was not around my colleague would bring us to hell... last time was pooh koon who came very late and he stumbled upon dr chia and datuk kandar and ultimately i had to write a letter and i gave migraine (as i really had severe migraine that morning) as the reason.... oh my god... i really2 hopeless... dont know what to do.,... difficult when coming back to my hometown as i have to pay them a visit when they admitted to hospital... but actually i cannot simply go anywhere i want as what i wish as i m still a studnt....

motorcyclist yang bangang

2009-10-07T21:35:00.002+08:00

as farah and i were so bored, so we decided to hang around kat pacific mall... so we went before 7 p.m so that by reached there farah could break fasting la kan... so ngah drive2 suddenly sampai kat one traffic light or junction which i couldn't remember, i had to slow down my car because of the cars in front of mine... but i saw a motorcyclist from my rear mirror... betul2 kat belakang my car...very close... so i was nagging inside the car... wondering why he rode so close with my car, in case i break emergencyly he would hit my car... kang tercium buntut kereta aku kang payah.... then i saw that motorcyclist overtook my car sambil tersengih2 and blah from as fast as he could... just ignored him and we went straight to pacific mall to shopping and have dinner... then around 9.00 whn we walked towards my car, i saw a black scratch at my bumper... shoooo.... that motorcyclist really hit my car... no wonder he escaped from that area as soon as possible... got really hate that man... so now my bin bin got another scar at the bumper... seriously, i maybe need to change the whole bumper as it waas really2 damaged badly... of course not because of the motorcyclist... the scratches at both sides of the bumper was done by myself.. hahahaha... and the one at the left back door waqs done by a warden jail who really2 damn stupid.. he was the one who tear off my bumper... so bin bin... plzz wait another 6 months before i can send you to perodua service for overhaulin... hahhaha

kesian azi

2009-10-05T17:55:00.004+08:00

adoi.. takziah buat azi... nampaknya batu pahat tak memberi tuah kat aziah.... sekali lagi beliau (acheh beliau tu...) ditimpa malang di batu pahat... mula2 sekali dengan case tayar tercabut... which cost her more than rm500... (not sure whether managed to claim from the mechanic or not) secondly today she noted that some1 dah broke into her car... adoi... dulu aku kena... laa ni azi lak kena... melayang gak ler rm100++ dlm wallet tu.... adoi...jahat tul la perompak tu... apasal banyak2 kereta kat dunia ni kancil gak ler yang diorg nak kopek... memang ler kancil tu senang nak dibuka.. tp secara logical yer la kan pemandu kancil kan biasanya orang2 yang tidak berkemampuan sangat macam aku ngn azi.. kitorg ank orang biasa2 jer... sebab tu la naik kancil... kalo mak bapak kiotrg tauke kayu balak ker mestilah kitorang naik ferrari ker lamborghini ker paling common (or melayunya paling koman) kitorang naik vios ker civic ker... ni kancil... sebesar mn kereta kitorang sebesar tu jugak lah ringgit dalam wallet kitorang... apasal ler tak pernah nak bertimbang rasa kan perompak ni (adoi nama pun perompak @penyamun)... azi, memandangkan ko taknak mengcurse orang... aku tolong on your behalf.... aku doakan mamat yang mencuri duit azi tu mendapat hidayah and akan ditangkap polis..ahaks....heheheheh

straight on-call

2009-10-04T08:50:00.003+08:00

last friday i was on-call..... weekday on-call... mmg penat giler sebab ter'trap' ngn seorang minah primigravida yang tak bersalin2... cheh... orang lain dah dapt 2-3 aku seketul pun tak sudah2... tp Alhamdulillah dapat gak seorng... balik around 5 o-clock macam biasa.... then the next morning, aku buat weekend on-call... but this time, aku curi2 tulang... datang pun tak samapi 6 jam... petang memang on-call atas katil dalam bilik ah... (tu namanya membuta)....and aku mmg malas nak conduct during my weekend on-call... so aku just buat swabbing... buat bodoh... intip sana-sini... tp after 4 weeks aku melepak kat labour room aku agak terkenal gak ler among nurses kat situ... terkenal2 pun tak habis gak requirement delivery cheh.... so sbb tak habis next week aku akan on-call hanya untuk dapatkan satu conduct... tp masalah aku, aku kadang2 datang for the sake nak tolong nurses kat labour room tu jer... bagi aku bila diorang conduct... suturing bender2 tu semua.... penat dah.. so setakat swabbing, send patient tu ward... biarlah minah tak der kerja macam aku yang buat...hahaha... hmm tinggal one more week to go in O&G... and tp final week aku kena kat antenatal ward @ doctor kathir ward... hmmm...pethatic giler... so by hook or crook mlm memang aku akan hangging around kat ward to cover beds... so kalo nak on-call tu just panjangkan kaki ker labour room instead going back home... so decided to do on-call on monday... budak2 lain mjority dah terlebih2 so diorang takyah buat on-call hahahah..aku ni haha... terkedek2....go go iefa

i m a malay

2009-10-01T16:09:00.003+08:00

oh my god... this is second time in batu pahat that they thought that i m an indian... i mean non muslim indian bukan mamak... gosh.... it is because of the operation theater session where i prefer to wear cap instead of tudung... because dont have blue tudung maaa.... so everyone knows with my tanned skin, and thick eyebrows and wearing mask, i really look like an indian girl... but it never happen to me at seremban, maybe because most of muslim staff only wear caps or scaff... only a few of us wearing veil in the ot.. but here two days i went to ot two days gak laaa people thought that i m an indian.... of course all muslim there wear tudung.. blue for other than doctor and grey for doctor and houseman... first person was dr nizam... ni lagi selamba badak... he spoke tamil with me and i just laughed... and then he said ... oh u bukan indian ker... so sorry as u look like an indian especially when wearing mask... i just giggle jer...then today in the ot a staff nurse approached me and and had a small chit chatting... then a few minutes after that i scrubbed in for lscs and she was standing there waiting for the baby... so when the other staff nurse asked my name for documentation... i said my name... huzaifah.... and the first staff nurse was very shocked and apologize as she thought that i m an Indian (non-muslim)... i just said it was ok as i got indian blood...then when i said my father name is hussin... they thought that my father is the one who is indian... (kuang kuang kuang... encik hussin anak jawa campur thailand maaaa... sorry ayah sudah bertykar nampaknya)....then i said no.. my great grandparents are indian and chinese.... my father is something else... hahhahaa.... it is actually funny.... when i studying at places where majority are malay... they always mistaken me... but at imu no one ever mistaken it... even when i said that i have indian blood they said that my face almost like other malay.. the different is because of m,y dark skin.... hhahahahah... sabar je laaa...

SWIMMING POOL AT BATU PAHAT

2009-09-30T18:01:00.003+08:00

ops tercapital letter all the words.... after a month moving back to Batu Pahat, at last i found the so called swimming pool which situated at minyak beku... the pool seemed not welcoming at all... it is situated in a restaurant compound... there is a road that separated those two things but still it is really an open pool.. very small pool more like a pool at condo.but here is so damn dirty... i didnt here any sound like filter machine or what... and i think while swimming, instead of inhaling fresh air i will suck in all the dust from abandon woods which maybe come from the unfinished project... . ... according to Kenneth who found the pool by using gps huh ... there is an indoor pool but have to pay rm10... but i didnt see any indoor pool... maybe it is in the building near the swimming pool. really pethatic isnt it... wawawa... god help me...

congratulation

2009-09-29T23:33:00.004+08:00

how to begin the story... hmmmm i also dont know.... my friend secret relationship ultimately revealed... hahhahah... sound too secret right, not revealling anything.... suddenly missing in action... uploading picture with parents at airport.... leaving us with pieces of puzzles to rearrange it.... hmm... as what i always say... *** is always ***... unpredictable... what ever.. the most important thing.... now my friend has married with his beloved secret girlfriend...(who also our friend hahahah)... Alhamdulillah.... thanks to god to his love and blessing....

so to my friends (to the bride and bridegroom)... congratulation.... it is really amazing that u actually did something that we talk it more like a joke of eloping hahahhaa... at least u can tell a different story about ur marriadge to your future children.... (bila tu hahahah)... love between two continent, two different love story... ultimately become one at CANADA... (cheh nak kawen pun kat tempat glamour2 jer).... to the bridegroom... marriadge is not only a word but it is a word with thousands meaning... love, family, responsibility, and lots more.. to the bride... congrate... (hahhahah tak tahu nak cakap per)

and to my other friends... aziah and farah.. (nabia lambat lagi)... kawen jemput aku... nak kena luku....(hahahaahah)

demam raya

2009-09-28T09:29:00.002+08:00

this is the most severe demam raya that i ever had... aduh... dekat dua hari rasa kepala ni macam bergegar2... even cakap pun kadang2 kena pegang kepala (sound hyperbola lak kan... but true ma).. the whole saturday from 12 pm till the next sunday aku terguling2 kat umah... dah lah sepanjang malam tak leh tidur kepala rasa macam ada contraction ibu nak bersalin... (keh keh keh macam berpengalaman jer).... last-last balik batu pahat pun uda aku drive sampai bukit banang... hahaha tu pun sebab jiaz (jajaz) dah terberak2 and menangis2 nak minum susu (mamat ni fully breast feed since lahir sampai la dah usia setahun lebih) .... so takkan ler aku nak bagi dia susu kan terpaksa ler change driver... hahaha nasib baik tak sampai 10 km kalo tak parit mana tah aku masuk... then after that uda balik ikut jasmi which follow dari belakang tu pun after meninggalkan bahan nyahtinja ijaz kat umah kita.. yurky... last2 by 4 pm sunday, aku dah tak larat dah rasa macam ada space occupying lesion lak kat kepala, kadang2 tu rasa macam aku ni nak mati ker kena subarachnoid haemorrhage ke ada berry aneurysm yang rupture hehehe.... tp sah SAH and berry tu dah rule out sebab dari semalam aku ok lagi just pening pening n pening... gi klinik benda paling aku benci--- stick out tongue... y sebab aku tak pernah berjaya tanpa tongue depressor... keh keh keh aku rasa farah masa tu pun macam nak tolong doctor tu tolak lidah aku... pastu ...jap2 pening....disebabkan suhu badan aku 38.4 and dia tewngok aku macam bawak batu atas kepala dia bagi aku MC dua hari... hahahah actually aku memang nak mintak mc tapi bila tunggu punya lah lama kat depan tu akibatnya pening makin menjadi2 tambah2 dengan sejuk kipas hilang dah semua tu... nasib baik doktor tu prihatin.. hahahaha.... oh lupalak kat clinic tu kitorg takder number... nnati masa called patient akan keluar kat lcd and adalah suara minah salleh @ komputer bersusah payah sebut nama korang... yang kelakar hari tu lcd tu tak berfungsi so hamya minah salleh tu yang panggil... apa lagi semua orang blur nama siapa dia panggil... even nama aku pun haram tak bunyi... so memandangkan minah salleh tu tak boleh dipecat so terpaksalah minah melay sejati @ asisstant doctor keluar and call patient name secara melayu... hahahhaha... kesimpulannya kala aku menaip ni sebab aku pening kepala tapi aku rasa kalo baring makin pening... so nak duuduk jap.. tengok pe yang boleh layan... laman porn ke kan hahhaah dush dush...(macam pernah buat jer)...

OMG...forgot my hp

2009-09-14T12:48:00.002+08:00

yesterday went back to rengit for buka posa... so as normal my parents would lock me up until next morning baru could come back to batu pahat... actually dont care so much pun... bukan jauh sangat... compared driving at late night,i would rather say that i prefer to drive early morning... just tak tahan when there is a thick kabus pagi which really disturbed my view... so need a new wiper for binbin... (my small car's name)... however, on my way here, i realized... i forgot my hp... ok fine, eventhough it is not functioning at its top but still can sms n make a call with earphone...(wait until raya to buy a new hp).... so guys... fYI... huzaifah hussin left her handphone at home.. so anyone nak message ke nak called ker... phone umah jela yer... hahhaha... tak pun bagi isyarat asap... hahahaha.....eh guys anyone knows what to do when u have plantar fascitis? these feet really kill my life... while everyone can stand relaxly, me? by less than 20 minutes i feel like something stabbing my feet

post-call incident

2009-09-13T11:33:00.003+08:00

in O&G posting u have on-call from 7pm to 5 am for weekdays and weekend from 8a.m to 11 p.m.. so nak jadikan citer,i went to do my replacement on-call on friday. immediately after we had our break fasting together at nasi bariyani power, i went to hospital... i passed through the hospimart but i didnt stop eventhough i knew i need to buy drink. i thought i wanna go there around 10 something... in the labour room there was a delivery... so aku pun assisted per yang blh... serius too preoccupied ngan bender2 tu sedar2 dah pukul 11 p.m.... i was very2 dissapointed at that moment because i felt very thristy... and to make my life disaster, i forgot to take coins from my room... so memang makin haus laa with the frustration... my problem...? hehehe i m too shy to ask for a drink from labour room pantry.. imagine when i saw the staff nurse gave drink to the patient post-delivery i felt like wanna steel the drink..(really damn desperate for a glup of water....) so, i decided to go back home earlier.. mayb around 4.30 a.m... however, A few minute before 4.30, a woman came in severe pain with cervical dilatation 6 cm... gosh what a day... so i prepared the delivery set and it took me ages to properly prepare it as my brain glucose level reached it minimum level.. when i almost finished, it was already 5 a.m. i almost burst to cry because i afraid i couldnt make it for sahur... while looking for umbilical cord clamp a staff nurse asked me whether i have taken my sahur or not... then i repplied that i m going back for sahur but i would like to finish my task first... when i reached the ds 7 another staff nurse asked whther i want to sahur or not... again i said that i want but i havent completed the delivery set yet... three more things to complete the set( the shringe, needle and the clamp..) however eventhough it looked simple to just throw all these stuff onto the sterile tray but when u really tired, thirsty and pethatic u would struggle in doing these... luckily the nurse said that she would do it for me.. so i put the things on the trolley and rushed to grab my bag(which at first because too rushing i forgot bout my bag hahahhaha)... in car i listened to hot.fm tazkirah which usually an alarm that prayer tme is just around the corner... it made me even nervous... and when i were approaching my house i saw a pakcik ready to go to surau... so i started thinking whether could i make it?... did i mentioned that i messaged nabia (my housemate) before i left hospital to prepare a cup of milo for me? but when i reached home... i didnt see anyone pun kat family hall upstair... so panickly i went to azi's room and saw her prayed at that moment... so nak jadikan citer i started to wake them up and rushed downstair to look for sahur timetable and took hot water, and actually while doing all that my mouth kept on asking them whther would i make it to sahur or not....everyone in the house was very shocked with my odd behavior that morning... and i ran upstair with a cup of drink and started to sahur while the two of them took their own time before joining me... actually we had more than 30 minutes to sahur but the way i acted seemed like only 3 minutes left.... they started to laughed at me... for the first time i made them startled (most of the time i would be the one who startle vigorously)... now i realized that when we really2 thirsty we will act bizarrely ... which make everyone around us panick hahahahah... what a day

new blog

2009-09-12T10:55:00.000+08:00

hi there...
this is my new blog... yup just tooo lazy to use my friendster blog..

so do enjoy what ever i wanna share with allu guys... my feeling, thought, my life and once in the blue moon my emotion... hehehehe...